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Post by edwardcullen on Oct 6, 2010 23:34:00 GMT -5
Saturday afternoon, Edward was at the piano all day writing out a piece of music. He was just bored. Since he doesn't see Bella that much any more he just went back to his all ways. Hanging out with his two brothers and playing a few sports were fun and all but not all the time. He loved to be on his own a lot as well. So he thought it was about time to get some things done. He bought him a couple of journals for one thing....And started making entries about the last two years here in Forks. Like when he first met Bella and the event in Italy. Things like that.
He stopped writing down music notes and wanted to walk around a bit. So he leaped up to the second floor of the house and walked over to an open french door right in front of him. And stood there. As he looked out at it. He just got a memory. Of him and Bella flying through the trees. He closed his eyes at that thought....That was so long ago! Then again it was merely last year. But it seemed so far away to him. A distant memory. He looked down.....He was not expecting any one to see him today, so he thought he would just run into the woods and be by himself....But someone stopped him....Some one he knew now all to well....He felt her presence become closer and closer to him. As he stood there....And just waited for her hello greeting.... |
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Post by BROOKE KNIGHT on Oct 6, 2010 23:52:52 GMT -5
Brooke's car raced through Forks and came to a halt in front of the Cullen house. She hated running when she looked the way she did now. She got out of her car and straightened out her tight dark denim jeans and white tank top. She buttoned up her small vest that was really only there to tighten things and show off her curves. She listened to the house and heard the small rustling of clothes and she smiled. She slipped off her black four inch heels and jumped into a second story window before slipping her shoes back on.
She walked down the hallways slowly, knowing he knew she was there but she liked to at least try to surprise him. She saw him and smiled widely, "Hey handsome." She said in her usual greeting. The greeting really meant nothing, even though Brooke did have a small crush on Edward she tried not to cross his lines. She didn't want to ruin their friendship but if this was going to continue she might just break that rule.
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Post by edwardcullen on Oct 7, 2010 0:17:27 GMT -5
"Hey handsome." He was right. It was her.
"Hey beautiful..." He replied back and smiled brightly at her. She always made him smile. And lighten up. Esme was right when she told him to get to know her more. He didn't mean anything by his greeting either. It was just his way of being friendly towards her. But she to him very beautiful....That was not a lie he just gave her. He placed his fingers on her soft cheek and smiled....He was happier with her here now. He was no longer alone.
Even though his heart still belonged to Bella, he had his boundaries. But unless some thing happened between him and Bella then, he would indeed ask Brooke out. In a heart beat he would. She got him more than any other person could. Maybe it was because she was already a vampire. He didn't know....Was she the one he was suppose to really be with? And not her....*Bella*....Bella...That name never leaves his head. He tried to keep this as casual as he possibly could.....But wanted more....What was with him? He had no idea. Maybe it was because when ever Brooke was here for him....All she saw was him and no one else...? He wasn't sure....But he knew she had a crush on him....And that made him smile..... |
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Post by BROOKE KNIGHT on Oct 7, 2010 0:26:20 GMT -5
Brooke shut her eyes and enjoyed his touch, "That's not fair. You know what you do to me when you do that." she told him but she really didn't mind it, this was as close to actually caring for somebody ever since Luther and she enjoyed it. She liked seeing him smile when she was around and she tried to be around whenever she knew he was supposed to spend his day alone because she knew who he would be thinking about.
The small fact that she would never be in Edward's life they way Bella was made her slightly jealous yet she never minded it. Though her need to see someone was a little strange to her she usually just shrugged it off. She took her face away from his hand as she opened her eyes. She grabbed his hand and led him to his room, shutting the door behind them. "What are we doing today Edward? You know I love entertainment." she asked him as she sat down on his black couch. She propped her chin against her arm and smiled at him as she waited for her answer.
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Post by edwardcullen on Oct 7, 2010 0:44:31 GMT -5
"That's not fair. You know what you do to me when you do that." Edward laughed a little as he looked down but let her remove his hand with hers..."I'm sorry. Couldn't resist it...." Yes he already knows about Luther. And that Brooke was still in love with him. Even though he was no longer around she needed to have some one special in her life. He thought that she deserved better than what she was used to dating. Like all those dead beats she's conquered on her own....Yeah Edward knew about her gift. But he did not know she at one time used it on him....
Any ways, he smiled as she started to lead him back to his own bed room....At least he had it nice and tidy. But when she shut the door he felt slightly nervous....."What are we doing today Edward? You know I love entertainment." His knees locked up as she asked that and sat on his couch. The thought of Bella bursting through that door at any moment did scare him slightly. But even she doesn't know where Edward is right now. "What do you have in mind?" This what Emmett was talking about earlier that week about fair! Edward had a feeling that topic would come back to his mind just then when he blurted out that question.... |
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Post by BROOKE KNIGHT on Oct 7, 2010 0:52:34 GMT -5
"Oh now you know the answer to that Edward." Brooke told him bluntly, "But I try to hold myself back with you. You make it so difficult though." she said almost jokingly, almost being the key word. She tapped the couch beside her and sighed, "I promise not to bite... or do anything else if you don't want me to." she used her power briefly to coax him into it.
Her smile became inviting as she waited for Edward to join her. A finger curled through her brunette curls in a girlie childish way. She couldn't help it, it was all part of her charm and she never meant to be taken the way she was by most guys.
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Post by edwardcullen on Oct 7, 2010 12:33:32 GMT -5
"Oh now you know the answer to that Edward." Edward shly smiled as he looked down. He knew alright. But was hoping she was playing around with his gift. "But I try to hold myself back with you. You make it so difficult though." Another smile to ease his worry. As he felt his knees work again and walked over to her and sat down right beside her. "I promise not to bite... or do anything else if you don't want me to."
That was the problem. He wanted to her to do any thing she wanted to do. He was open to what she wanted. If Bella was gonna hang out with her other man....Then why shouldn't Edward hang out with his other woman? That sounded corny to Edward. He was a gentlemen. But some thing was making him think he needed the attention from Brooke so badly it was eating him alive. "I'm open to what ever you want to do. I don't have any where to go right now. I'm just glad you're here...." He smiled as he released her finger from her hair and grabbed her hand in his and kissed the top of it so gently.....
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Post by BROOKE KNIGHT on Oct 7, 2010 12:45:01 GMT -5
Brooke almost frowned, she couldn't believe she was doing this to the guy she cared about. She did it because she hoped his mind would get off of Bella for even a second and the other part of her really wished those words were coming from Edward rather than Edward under her control. It surprised her how much it hurt her to do this to him, she had never felt remorse for it in all her sixty-four years of living but nonetheless she continued with it.
She set a hand on his cheek and smiled at him, "What do you want me to do Edward? We don’t have to do anything if you honestly don’t want to." She offered. Though her hold on him never let go, it would hurt too much if he rejected her.
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Post by edwardcullen on Oct 7, 2010 12:56:36 GMT -5
"What do you want me to do Edward? We don’t have to do anything if you honestly don’t want to." He blushed the minute she placed her hand on his cheek. Brooke was good at this. She knew how to make him happy. "No, we have to have some thing to do. We have the house to our selves....." He was giving her an idea with that statement. The house to their-selves was a bit unnerving for him. He couldn't help it, his regular body temperature was below freezing. But right now she was making him so hot. It was unbearable....
But again some one popped in his mind just then...Bella. Why was it when ever he wanted to enjoy himself for once, she had to pop into his mind? She was probably having the time of her life with Jacob and not giving him a second thought. So that would just be his motivation. To think that she was not even considering Edward and just going on with her life....If that's the way she wanted things then he would most likely have a solid rock to hold him up right. Brooke. She was amazingly beautiful. Her hair, her eyes, her skin....She was everything he needed in his world....And for once he did not have to worry about keeping his kind a secret around Brooke. Because well it was obviously why...
"You're so beautiful....I do need you to do some thing for me....Help me for get about her....And maybe then....Then, I can focus on you....Fully and completely...."
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Post by BROOKE KNIGHT on Oct 7, 2010 15:25:20 GMT -5
Brooke shut her eyes, she needed to talk herself into this and she found it unnerving that she was even processing this. She once thought it was because he would be the only guy to turn her down without the use of her powers. After all, all the brunette usually had to do to get the attention she wanted was smile the power she used to get the extra bit she wanted out of the already helpless men. But Edward was something else, someone she knew would never think of her that way, no matter what she felt for him it wouldn't change without the use of her gift.
She realized soon that her need for Edward to want her wasn't purely out of his rejection, he was actually caring for her. She needed someone to care for her more than she realized. Her golden eyes snapped open, if she thought anymore about this then she would lose her hold on him and probably end up cracking herself, and if she didn't crack from that Edward's rejection would push her over the edge.
"Okay..." Brooke finally said and a sly smile crossed her face before her lips met his. If her heart could beat it would be thumping in her chest right now, that kiss meant more than she would ever admit. The only thing that would make it better would be if it was the same feeling for him, though she knew it wouldn't mean more. His thoughts were always too caught up in Bella and she didn't have to be a mind reader to know that.
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Post by edwardcullen on Oct 7, 2010 16:29:50 GMT -5
"Okay..."
He stared right into her eyes. He looked all calm and all. But inside, he was nervous. When her lips touched his, they felt all glossy and juicy. He soon just caved in and closed his eyes as he let her kiss him.
He found no trouble by wrapped his arms around her tiny waist and pulling her in closer. He wanted this more than any thing. No worries just some one to love him. He still had no idea that she had used her power on him. But did she stop that and let him act on his own? He sure was acting very well. Cause he loved this. To have some one so close to him like this was a dream come true. And for a second he did forget about her....*Bella*....All he thought about was who was with him right now. As he continued to kiss and very openly kiss her the french way. If he had a heart it would be beating ten times faster than it would normally....
He caught himself rubbing his hands up and down her back. And then let them get lost in her soft hair....His whole body had relaxed. He was laying on the couch with her on top of him. Finally after a long kiss, he let go and stared into her beautiful eyes. And placed his fingers on her cheek again....."You sure you want this? To be with me? Because I gotta tell ya, it's not gonna be easy...." |
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Post by BROOKE KNIGHT on Oct 7, 2010 17:52:16 GMT -5
Brooke suddenly looked sad at his question, “I….” she started, “I can’t do this to you…” she told him simply. She removed his hands from her and in seconds was across the room, her power over him had extinguished, leaving him in his proper state of mind. “I do want you Edward… I don’t care how difficult it may be… I still want you.” She told him slowly, “But you don’t want me… and I know that.” If she was able to cry tears would be falling down her cheeks, “I know who you are always thinking about, even when I am around your mind is still on her and it hurts to know that I will never be that person for you.” She admitted, “I can’t toy with your emotions… I don’t want to make you like me… I only want your affection if it is real…”
“I should just go…” She finally decided and she began to cross the room, “I’m so sorry… I never meant to do this to myself but I did…” she opened his door and looked at him sadly.
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Post by edwardcullen on Oct 7, 2010 18:57:45 GMT -5
“I….” “I can’t do this to you…” Edward furrowed his eye brows as she said that. Now he was confused. She was hot for him at first and now, cold as ice...? “I do want you Edward… I don’t care how difficult it may be… I still want you.” It took him a minute to realize where he was and who he was with. Brooke? He looked at the scene before him. He was on his couch in his bed room? What the hell? Damn, she was just using her power on him?! Oh damn! What if Bella found out about this? What if she decided to come on over unannounced? That scared Edward a lot. But then again he had to remind himself why he wanted to be with Brooke. Bella was spending so much time with Jacob. Why couldn't he have a friend to spend time with? But that was just it....She was way more than a friend to him. He actually felt like he really liked her. “But you don’t want me… and I know that.” Edward now with a raised eye brow was confused....She had released him of her control....But he was still feeling some thing for her.
“I know who you are always thinking about, even when I am around your mind is still on her and it hurts to know that I will never be that person for you.” That would break his heart if he had one. He let out a sigh. But she was right. There was that small problem that would keep him clear of Brooke. Bella....Bella would always be on his mind. Edward sat up on the couch the minute she got up and when she so quickly rushed to his bed room door, he got up like lightning....“I can’t toy with your emotions… I don’t want to make you like me… I only want your affection if it is real…”
“I should just go…” “I’m so sorry… I never meant to do this to myself but I did…”
In an instant he was right there behind her. He heard what she had just said. And that was just sad. She really needed him more than he thought. As he reached for her hand he was standing behind her. He then remembered what Esme said. And he would not let Brooke go that easily. "Don't go...." He stopped himself. Just Bella's face smiled at him in his mind...But she vanished quickly out of his mind and he continued...."You don't know who I'm thinking about. Unless I tell you. I do on occasion thank about 'her'....But the way things are going...I might loose her....Please...Understand that I'm a bit emotional right now. But, Brooke, why would I want to stop you if my affections towards you were not real? And don't be sorry. Brooke....I do need you....I don't care about her. She had her chance...." ((Can't believe I just said that! XD)) |
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Post by BROOKE KNIGHT on Oct 7, 2010 19:34:08 GMT -5
Brooke bit her lip, these words were his, they actually meant something but she couldn’t bear to hear them being said like that. She turned and her golden eyes looked genuinely sad, “You don’t mean it… You are too much of a gentleman to hurt me and we both know that.” she set a hand on his cheek and let out a sigh, “She had her chance and no matter how much I wish it wasn’t so it is still open for her the second she wants it.” she told him softly.
“I know I have a habit of being a little promiscuous and I’ll accept that I am considered the town slut for that fact but you should know that I am here for you no matter what.” He told her, “Call and you know I would stop anything for you.” She told him. “Now don’t kill me but I am going to kiss you now. Just give me that much before I say goodbye at my shot with you.” She told him and she kissed his lips gently.
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Post by edwardcullen on Oct 7, 2010 19:52:53 GMT -5
“You don’t mean it… You are too much of a gentleman to hurt me and we both know that.” “She had her chance and no matter how much I wish it wasn’t so it is still open for her the second she wants it.” Edward closed his eyes....Yes, Bella would still have that slight chance he would give her...He would always give her that....This was so confusing now. He wanted to be with two women. And he couldn't pick them both. He now knew what Bella was going through with him and Jacob....This was indeed hard...
Edward looked down with a sad expression. That was just about the only thing he could do. He wanted to cry. He so wanted to cry....He didn't want her to leave not yet....
“I know I have a habit of being a little promiscuous and I’ll accept that I am considered the town slut for that fact but you should know that I am here for you no matter what.” Edward looked up when she called her self that mean word. Yes she had her share with a lot of men....But that didn't mean that Edward didn't like her any less. That was the plain reason why she needed Edward. He just sighed out loudly not looking up at her....And shook his head. Tears would be indeed dropping now for the both of them....if it were possible....
“Call and you know I would stop anything for you.” “Now don’t kill me but I am going to kiss you now. Just give me that much before I say goodbye at my shot with you.”
He looked up....She would definitely see the sadness in his eyes....And felt her fingers on his cheek....Her skin was so soft...Perfect....He then just let her kiss him...That feeling...It was so amazing....He frenched her of course...But kept his hands at his sides...He did want to wrap her in a hug....So badly...But he didn't want to do any thing she didn't want him to...He closed his eyes then....This kiss lasted longer than the last one..... |
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