Post by mailynnclarke on Dec 13, 2010 14:58:34 GMT -5
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She let his hand find her and squeezed his hand softly. Something was nagging at the back of her brain, something telling her that she knew what was going on. Thinking hard on it she couldn’t bring anything up from the feeling and let it go. Catching his eyes she saw the panic in them and bit her lip lightly. His next words hurt her but she understood why he said them. Thinking on it though she spoke, “I won’t go with you…but I will still feel the pain….” She said softly. She didn’t know why or how she knew this but she did. She knew that no matter how far apart they were she would forever feel him. Thinking on that she also knew he would forever feel her, she made a careful note of that and promised herself to be a lot gentler on her body. She didn’t like the idea of Brad being in pain because of her.
She watched him watch the TV before she grabbed his hands again and held them gently in her own. “Yea….it is….but we’re together and we’ll get through this together.” She said looking at him with steady eyes. Something was still nagging at her about knowing what was going on but since she couldn’t access it at the moment she brushed it off. Letting his hands drop she lifted his chin and kissed him softly on the lips. Her hands moved gently around his neck as she kissed him. She felt like she never wanted to leave his side. If she left his side for too long she was sure she would break down and not be able to go on living until she was with him again. It was still pouring outside so it seemed like the rest of their day would be spent stuck at his apartment, and that didn’t bother her one bit.