Can't Stop What I Feel: Daylons Diary

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d a y l o n || c a r t e r || b l a c k

this time i'm mistaken for handing you a heart worth breaking
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July 26

I'm sitting here writting this for one reason. Adonis. I just love him so much..But where does that get me when all I can do is stare at him when he's around me! I can't even make my self tell him that I love him, and it really ticks me off. I'm one big chicken.

Whatever..I don't care that I'm just rambling. I have a good reason. Why can't I just walk up to him and say simply, "I love you," kiss him and get it over with?

I'm better than this..and yet I can't make my self show my feelings. I don't even know what the hell is wrong with me! All I can really say is that I love him and I would do ANYTHING including die for Adonis.

No I'm not thinking of dieing, so please get that out of your minds RIGHT NOW! I just..I love him so much..And I know I keep repeating my self, but it hurts me to know that I'm to stupid and chicken to tell him this. Instead, I write it in a journal. How much sadder can I get?

daylon

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