`what future?! .open.

[freya]

Oh how the little things in life could progress into something much bigger than it should be. Now that was something worth considering when it came to that time in life where you had to make a choice on what needed to be done once allow in the big, wide world. Freya was at this stage of her life when she was about to leave the security of high school and move into a new chapter of her life. The only troubled part of the new chapter before it even began was that she had no idea what she wanted to do. Tapping her fingers against the side of her face, she was the last of her mother’s children to leave high school and choose what she wanted to do with the rest of her life. Freya was the youngest of four; she had two older brothers and an older sister. Adam was twenty nine and was First Lieutenant, Elliot was twenty seven and was in his final year of medical school and then there was Chloe aged twenty four and she just graduated with a history degree and was in the middle of planning her wedding. Now it was her turn, how was she going to live up to the high expectations that had already been set?

At this moment in time she was sat in the coffee shop since she had a free period and it was the end of her day so here she was sat and thinking to herself. There was no-one about at the moment so she was sat on her own with just her thoughts. What was she going to do with the rest of her life? It had been so much easier when she was a child to think of what she wanted to do, but of course she could not be a princess like she had wanted to back then. Freya tapped her fingers on the table top before pulling out her note book and doodling on the random page that opened up in front of her. At this point in life she had no other commitments and she was happily single for the time being, and yet she could not think of what she wanted to do after she was thrust out into the cruel world on her own. Wrapping her finger around a single strand of her it was difficult not to slip into deep thought when one was on their own; it was amazing what little things could come to her mind.

Could it be that she was thinking of something else? Alas she was. All her life she had grown up in Forks and it was a pretty boring place to live. Freya saw herself moving away from it all and living in a wider world. It was almost as if the place was suffocating her and making her fade slowly. Once more she ran her hand through her hair and sighed. But could she really leave the place she called home, she didn’t know anything else. Why did these choices have to be some hard? She could not run away from them after all. Freya took a sip of her coffee as she set her pen on the table and looked out of the window watching the cars pass. She felt much older than her eighteen years, maybe it was the fact that she had older siblings and her parents had her quite late in their lives. It was a slight disadvantage, but she did not know any other life. Freya had a normal and happy life what more could she have asked for. Maybe she did want adventure and to see another part of life that many people in this world did not want to see or know about.

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word count: 636
tags: anyone
mood: calm
other lyrics: i'm not a thief, i'm a treasure hunter by a skylit drive
made by: callie!
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