Deadly Desire ((Olivia/Closed))

[OLIVIA THORNE]

"You're right.....I'm just kidding myself...She's moved on. Why am I still thinking about her?"

[/i] It was clear to see that the thought of Bella was making him sick like a slow and painful disease without a cure. He slid down the railing she could see that he was clearly loosing it. A hint of mercy pierced Olivia's black heart, feeling sorry for her fellow comrade she bent down in front of him resting her butt oh her heels. "We are vampires. We can never sleep...and because of that it gives us more time than we can manage. It requires us to think constantly about every detail of your never ending life. And all you can do..is to just sit there...and think about her. So now her memory has been etched into your brain. The habit of having her on your mind quickly turns into an obsession..... Is that what it is Edward? An obsession...Maybe that's why it's so hard for you to let go of your feelings for her." she hated to admit it..actually that was a lie. No one out there would put it the way Olivia could, she did not believe in candy coating and was not going to give Edward and special treatment. ."She was the first one that showed me love....And now, Brooke....I've gotta get over Bella.....She makes me sick to a point to where it's impossible to see any one else....Brooke is my angel....Rather she thinks she is or not...She's the one I wanna be with more than any thing. But how do you let go....?"There was only one thing to say and it would be even worse than before. "The only way I could get over Michael was because he died, and that distance away from him helped me move on. I will admit I do occasionally think about him. But I kept my concentration on the events of my new life. And in your case, your recent engagement to Brooke. And it helped me move on from my past." she placed her hands on his shoulders to show him comfort, not as a threat. "Promise me, Edward. Stay away from her....the human. Don't speak to her or go anywhere you think he would be...until you can manage to go at least twenty-four hours without her on your mind."[/blockquote][/blockquote]

[edwardcullen]

"We are vampires. We can never sleep...and because of that it gives us more time than we can manage. It requires us to think constantly about every detail of your never ending life. And all you can do..is to just sit there...and think about her. So now her memory has been etched into your brain. The habit of having her on your mind quickly turns into an obsession..... Is that what it is Edward? An obsession...Maybe that's why it's so hard for you to let go of your feelings for her." "The only way I could get over Michael was because he died, and that distance away from him helped me move on. I will admit I do occasionally think about him. But I kept my concentration on the events of my new life. And in your case, your recent engagement to Brooke. And it helped me move on from my past." "Promise me, Edward. Stay away from her....the human. Don't speak to her or go anywhere you think she would be...until you can manage to go at least twenty-four hours without her on your mind." Edward shut his eyes tightly. The word obsession really remained with him. It was true. Bella was nothing more than an obsession now to him. The need and desire to be near her was unbearable for him .... It was a once great love romance that has turned into nothing more than a wicked attraction.....That has forever plagued his mind.....Death was not the answer.....Edward would not be able to live with that....He hoped she knew that. He was indeed sad for what happened to Olivia's love....But, if he thought if Bella being in a cold dark coffin some where....six feet under....knowing he could've saved her from that....He would not be able to live as well...It was a growing pain his mind....The thorn in his very side....The thought of her....She was driving him to the point of losing his sanity...He then opened his eye again and looked at Olivia when she placed her hands on his shoulder so gently...He knew she was trying her only way to comfort him....And listened to her quietly as he looked up in her eyes....He could not say any thing at this point...He was so distraught...that if he made that promise he would breaking that craving he had for her......How could he do that? It was an obsession....It was no longer love....