Post by edwardcullen on Nov 15, 2010 13:38:34 GMT -5
“You don’t know what love is.” Those words cut deep in his mind. He didn't know what love was? The pain she shot at him couldn't be any worse than a silver steak in his chest... As he stood there with his golden brown eyes staring right into Bella's. How could she say some thing like that to him? After all he did...He was basically trying to convince her that she would be safer with Jacob than him. And she shot him down faster and harder than he ever thought she could. He figured how ever all that anger burning inside her was from when he left and said he did not want her any more. If she was still hung up on that he was sorry. But he knew Jacob would not let him get near her to apologize. Even though he really wanted to so bad it hurt what was left of a soul he had. Did she realize that she was the one he mourned for when Jacob told him falsely that she was dead? Did she ever consider that? Maybe not....If he could cry he would've done been crying along side her...
“And who is this?” “Please tell me you aren’t going to charge at me with that little monster at your heels, are you?” “You pathetic dead creature! You deserve to die, and so does that little succubus by your side! You are nothing but a mistake yourselves! So don’t tell Bella anything about her was a mistake… Your words are nothing but a lie, just like your existence.”
He was already defeated by words. Why did Jake have to make it worse for him...? He was here to confess for a crime he did not have himself bullied by a mutt and his human. He was frozen solid. The wolves were getting closer and closer...And it would be a matter of time when they would be surrounding the two vampires. All Edward could do was look at them. He was done. He was done talking. So he was a mistake? If Jake had known him in 1918 and Bella was from that time period then Jake could do nothing to tear them apart. Edward had come to the conclusion that it was over between him and Bella the minute he knew she knew. There was no chance. *Even though he still loved her just as his fiance thought....* This is why he was in pain. He was still in love with Bella rather Bella was not....“Bella, honey, we need to go…”
A mistake?....So he was nothing but a mistake....If Jacob opened up more he would see that Edward was indeed once a human. A mistake? That word stuck in his mind...
“Succubus… I prefer the term vixen...” Edward felt his hand being gripped tighter...By the only one that really was there for him. He knew why she had done that. So he would not loose his self...But the problem was, he already has....“We won’t be attacking anyone… We didn’t come here for that…” "He won't listen....He doesn't care about shit...." His voice was breaking, he was loosing his sane and self controlled self. All because of what Bella said. “You don’t know what love is.” repeated in his mind. He then looked at Bella the way he always would...."You didn't mean that...I know you Bella...You aren't that cold blooded..."
Edward saw the movement in the bushes as the wolves finally made their entrance....Edward then was the one that tightened the grip on his fiance's hand.....As the wolves surrounded the two vampires....What had he done? How did he get himself in this mess? Not only his life was on the balance....But his dear love....If he was going to die he was going to do it right and not run away...He knew there was no escape for them....As he pulled his love closer to him....And he eyed the wolves that were circling them...He may have been a train wreck of emotions right now....But he was not about to let his love get harmed by any means.....He got in to a fighting mode stance ready for the first attack. Edward preferred to fight Jacob...But he also knew with Bella there that was not going to be possible.
“And who is this?” “Please tell me you aren’t going to charge at me with that little monster at your heels, are you?” “You pathetic dead creature! You deserve to die, and so does that little succubus by your side! You are nothing but a mistake yourselves! So don’t tell Bella anything about her was a mistake… Your words are nothing but a lie, just like your existence.”
He was already defeated by words. Why did Jake have to make it worse for him...? He was here to confess for a crime he did not have himself bullied by a mutt and his human. He was frozen solid. The wolves were getting closer and closer...And it would be a matter of time when they would be surrounding the two vampires. All Edward could do was look at them. He was done. He was done talking. So he was a mistake? If Jake had known him in 1918 and Bella was from that time period then Jake could do nothing to tear them apart. Edward had come to the conclusion that it was over between him and Bella the minute he knew she knew. There was no chance. *Even though he still loved her just as his fiance thought....* This is why he was in pain. He was still in love with Bella rather Bella was not....“Bella, honey, we need to go…”
A mistake?....So he was nothing but a mistake....If Jacob opened up more he would see that Edward was indeed once a human. A mistake? That word stuck in his mind...
“Succubus… I prefer the term vixen...” Edward felt his hand being gripped tighter...By the only one that really was there for him. He knew why she had done that. So he would not loose his self...But the problem was, he already has....“We won’t be attacking anyone… We didn’t come here for that…” "He won't listen....He doesn't care about shit...." His voice was breaking, he was loosing his sane and self controlled self. All because of what Bella said. “You don’t know what love is.” repeated in his mind. He then looked at Bella the way he always would...."You didn't mean that...I know you Bella...You aren't that cold blooded..."
Edward saw the movement in the bushes as the wolves finally made their entrance....Edward then was the one that tightened the grip on his fiance's hand.....As the wolves surrounded the two vampires....What had he done? How did he get himself in this mess? Not only his life was on the balance....But his dear love....If he was going to die he was going to do it right and not run away...He knew there was no escape for them....As he pulled his love closer to him....And he eyed the wolves that were circling them...He may have been a train wreck of emotions right now....But he was not about to let his love get harmed by any means.....He got in to a fighting mode stance ready for the first attack. Edward preferred to fight Jacob...But he also knew with Bella there that was not going to be possible.