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Post by edwardcullen on Sept 30, 2010 18:45:12 GMT -5
He didn't want this to happen. But needed to talk to Jacob for some time now. He knew Bella was spending more time with Jacob than him. And he was not pleased with that. Edward was not gonna just sit around and do nothing. He was gonna have his say about this. That he was not happy with it. But he was trying to not start a fight either. That's the last thing he wanted to do. He just wanted to do this with out Bella knowing. Edward pulled his Volvo over on the side of a deserted street deep in the forest. He had asked Jacob to meet him here. At least he knew today, Bella would not be with that hound. She was at the store working possibly. As long as she was not here...So if a fight did break out. She would not get hurt.....He knew Bella had doubts about being with him now. It was all because of Jacob. What was it that was so intoxicating her to believe that she was better off with Jacob...? Edward did know one thing. If she had chosen Jacob over him. She would be better off. At least he thought she would be.
He's tried telling her it was better with Jacob....They have so much more in common than he and her has....If she chose him over Jacob then he would have no choice but to change her into what he doesn't want her to become. He's tried so badly to avoid that. But now lately it's not been so hard. She has not been relentless about it...Today he wanted to see what Jacob would say about coming to a finish with this mess....That if he was out of the picture and gone from Bella's life....Then Bella would have no choice but to choose Jacob...And that's what was on Edward's mind as he heard the car's ding go off before he got out....He just sighed and took the keys out. Not even his family knew about this visit. And they were not going to. This was between him and Jacob....Edward wanted to make sure that if Jacob could live up to his name. By standing by Bella's side and not hurting her as he has done in the past....Golden eyes scanned the woods before him as he looked for any signs of Jacob....
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Post by WHITNEY! on Oct 17, 2010 0:13:18 GMT -5
He had been stuck on the sidelines through out this entire ordeal with Bella, and yet his heart kept him intact with the situation. Bella had been pulling him in again and again as soon as he was almost ready to give up before, but now it was the combination of his internal workings and his strong attachment to Bella that kept him alive; it was her existence, yes, but everything about her fueled the fire with in him. This not only meant he wanted to fight for her, but he had to battle himself in the decision to fight or let her live her own life. He could not force her to be happy, because he would only be forcing himself into a lie. Bella needed to be happy, and Jacob would do anything to give her that happiness- even if he had to guard her as she lived with and loved someone else. Though it hurt him to think of it all, it would hurt him substantially more to let her live in sadness.
With each step of his foot, he carefully stepped through the woods. His dark eyes scanned his surroundings slowly, to intake every piece of it he could. With all of his senses on high alert, Jacob easily smelled that slimy, sickening Vampire smell; it was too familiar. Quickly, he mustered the energy to walk back into his human skin before standing still; his dark eyes sat on the vampire as his arms crossed over his chest. What did he want now? What sort of trouble did Edward Cullen honestly want to start for Jacob Black at this very moment when all seemed to be heading down the right path. “Can I help you?”
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Post by edwardcullen on Oct 17, 2010 1:13:43 GMT -5
“Can I help you?” Standing a few feet away from him was indeed Jacob Black. The one Edward would try and avoid on a normal daily basis...But it was Edward that called Jacob out...which was surprising..."I'm not wishing to fight here Jacob. I'm here to settle some thing...." Edward stopped talking...And knew Jacob wanted to say some thing before he would even say it....He liked to give the wolf a chance to talk. He was not loss of manners. Edward knew better than that...
He felt the tension and saw it in Jacob's eyes. Would the mutt even believe a word Edward was about to tell him? That he was letting Jake have Bella for only one reason...That Jacob needs to know Edward can no longer be with her any more. Edward was barely off the border of their territory...And Edward was not stupid...He knew Jacob knew that if there was any raffle between him and Edward, Edward would easily slip back across the line....And if Jacob continued to fight even when Edward was not on their land...The treaty was broke....And that was some thing these two were dueling with on a very fine like to be exact....
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Post by WHITNEY! on Oct 17, 2010 1:47:48 GMT -5
Rolling his eyes, he continued to stay settled with his feet in the earth in his spot. There was more than one thing they needed to settle, honestly, but Jacob Black refused to further jeopardize any lasting relationship he wished to have with Isabella Swan. Edward Cullen was nothing but a stepping stone on his path to showing Bella what real love was and what it truly meant to be cared for. He could protect her in any situation, and he could give her everything she wanted. Over all he would not fight Edward, at least not at this time. Upholding the treaty was one of the two most important things Jacob had. Shifting his weight from one foot to the opposite, he roll his eyes. "What now? Come here to threaten me?" He laughed slightly. He had been spending more and more time with Bella and he would not refuse anyone that he had been enjoying it. Bella would be the only reason Edward Cullen was approaching him today. "Come to try and scare me away from Bella again?"
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Post by edwardcullen on Oct 17, 2010 2:07:37 GMT -5
"What now? Come here to threaten me?" Edward made a corner smile when he saw Jacob roll his eyes at him....Edward thought this was gonna be a bit tough...He could tell at once Jacob did not believe him at all. But Jacob was going to hear him out one way or another. "Come to try and scare me away from Bella again?" "No...I've come to finally surrender my love for her, she's yours Jacob that's all you need to know." That said loud and definitely clear enough for Jacob to hear it. Edward started to walk away from him then. Which was a stupid mistake to be made. The first thing he was taught was to never turn his back on his enemy. Especially with no one here to warn him of the enemies actions....But, maybe, just maybe Jacob would believe Edward for once...If Jacob had any emotions, he would be able to hear the truth from Edward's lips. But then again these two had hated each other to a level it was impossible to believe what the other one was saying or has said....Edward was not wanting a fight. But there was still some hatred from the poison that Aro filled Edward's mind with about Jacob Black....'He took her away from you Edward...' Edward stopped...As he tried his best to forget that was even now said in his mind....As Edward turned around to look back at Jacob again..... "To think, she would even give you a second glance..."
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Post by WHITNEY! on Oct 17, 2010 2:47:10 GMT -5
Another laugh broke his parted lips; it was all just a cruel joke. Edward Cullen was surrendering? He was laying down his arms and admitting that Jacob Black was the best choice for Bella Swan. The shifter could not comprehend it all fully because every time this happened the vampire had always slithered his way back into the girl's life to, once again, interrupt anything good the two had going. His heart had been strung into many directions by Bella alone; he did not need a dirty bloodsucker now doing the same. As of lately, Jacob had stopped questioning Bella and her feelings; Jacob had stopped asking Bella when she was going to leave Edward and come to him, fully accepting of the best possible future for her.
The shifter stopped himself from falling too far into his thoughts again and began instantly, fully re-aware of Edward and the rest of his surroundings. Narrowing his dark eyes at the pale one, Jacob's chest filled with a mass mixture of emotions. His fist clenched as they fell to rest at his sides. Shaking his head rapidly from side to side, Jacob moved to speak. "It is not up to you who she chooses," A heavy sigh left his throat. "You act as though she is some prize to be won and she isn't." He stopped when Edward thought he would be turning his back on him, only to turn and make a poor attempt at an insult.
Pure disgust dripped from his tongue and he stepped toward the vampire. His stomach churned and boiled with hatred for him as the smell of cold, hard Vampire filled his nose. The shifter needed to control himself; a breathe of half fresh air filled his lungs. He attempted to ignore the smell of death filling his nasal cavities and lungs. "You don't know why she would give me a second glance?!" The volume of his voice grew. "Look at yourself... thinking of her as prize- as some own-able, tamable object! This is what makes me different from you... I honor, love, and care for her because she is a human being, who can freely make her own damned decisions!" There was no one there to stop Jacob from yelling at Edward this time; there was no Bella to step between them when things were about to erupt. The words continued on, though Jacob knew Edward Cullen did not care about anything but himself. "She deserves someone who would willingly give their life for her... who would get down on hand and need to make her happy. You-" He looked him up and down, from head to toe and then back to his gold, yellow, dead eyes. "You only care about yourself. You can't give her the warmth she needs.. You can't even truly LOVE her..." His voice trailed off; the words jumbled together in his mind alerting Jacob he needed to calm down once more before things got out of hand.
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Post by edwardcullen on Oct 17, 2010 12:44:53 GMT -5
"You don't know why she would give me a second glance?!" "Look at yourself... thinking of her as prize- as some own-able, tamable object! This is what makes me different from you... I honor, love, and care for her because she is a human being, who can freely make her own damned decisions!"
"She's made her decision we all know who she desires the most. And it's not me. It's better this way for the both of Jacob. I'm not going to let her down by ruining the decision she has already made, by coming back into her life...." Edward said with all calmness and collection as if he was just letting Jacob walk all over him....But that was not the case at all. Edward was always calm. Even in these heated conversations.
"She deserves someone who would willingly give their life for her... who would get down on hand and need to make her happy. You-" He obviously did not about Italy. Edward has tried that once with Bella. When he thought Bella was dead. He wanted to die as well. But he found out the Bella was indeed very much alive thanks to Alice. Edward shook his head and said nothing. He didn't want to make it worse. But Jacob was. "You only care about yourself. You can't give her the warmth she needs.. You can't even truly LOVE her..." He had a point there....Edward looked down in shame at that. "I'm not the only one with flaws Jacob....You have yours as well. You get angry to easily....How long will it be before she ends up in the hospital because of you...?"
This wasn't gonna end as easy as Edward had hoped so. He was simply going to tell him that he could have Bella. "Jacob if we fight, no one wins her. We both know that. And she will not have the love she wants if that happens...I'm giving her up for a reason. And I've given you a grade A to have her. But if all you can do while I'm here is spat out nasty comments, then I guess I was wrong about you all along....You don't deserve to know why I am giving her up..."
Edward now looked Jacob up and down....In disgust. He was so filled with anger right now, that the wolf had better stay his distance from him....Nothing would stop Edward from attacking and he knew nothing would stop Jake from doing the same thing...There was no one to stop them. Edward's eyes flared a reddish color then...He was in the right spot to fight...This was what Aro was telling him. End that mutt's life now and it would all be over...But Edward was indeed taking Bella's feelings into consideration if he kills Jacob, then she would really hate him for that...And that was the hard thing for Edward...He was a vampire....Killing was his instinct....He warned Bella that once....But all she said was she didn't care....She would so care if he killed the love of her life right now....
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Post by WHITNEY! on Oct 21, 2010 1:21:49 GMT -5
“I know my flaws and I accept them,” He growled back to the vampire in a rather harsh, voluminous tone. There was no possible way Jacob was going to let the blood sucker outsmarts him; he had no time for word games much less games themselves. Edward Cullen would attempt to mess with his head, just as any other vampire would. Pacing back and forth in the same immediate area, Jacob kept his eyes pinned to Edward’s figure- watching his every move. This would not erupt into a fight, and he would do anything to ensure it. “I only get angry because I have to deal with morons like you. Giving her up is only to going to hurt her, but you are too selfish to see that. You aren’t doing her any good!”
The words spewing from his mouth sounded utterly hypocritical because Jacob Black was utterly delighted the no good vampire was giving up the one girl Jacob would easily give his life for. When she moved, he would move; when she hurt, he would hurt- much more than the average human being in love would be. The teenager could not fathom as to why someone who claimed to care for someone in the name of love would mindfully, knowingly hurt them. Shaking his head from side to side, Jacob knew arguing would accomplish nothing at this point, nor had it ever; he sighed. “I deserve her in any way more than you do. Now what is this bullshit about giving her up? I’m sort of an a schedule.” The attitude laced with in his words was inescapable.
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Post by edwardcullen on Oct 21, 2010 12:46:21 GMT -5
“I know my flaws and I accept them,” “I only get angry because I have to deal with morons like you. Giving her up is only to going to hurt her, but you are too selfish to see that. You aren’t doing her any good!”
“I deserve her in any way more than you do. Now what is this bullshit about giving her up? I’m sort of an a schedule.”
All calm as usual as he looked at Jacob with golden brown eyes. Even when Jacob so much told him off that he was too selfish. Jacob was right. Edward didn't have to tell him that though. He wouldn't give Jacob the satisfaction of that. And if he was not in another relationship with Brooke right now, then he would most likely let Jacob kill him. But he couldn't do that to Brooke....Not now.
"Don't tell her any of this if you value your life....I'm leaving her to save her life...The Volturi has found out she is still human....And I've joined them to save her life from death...If you love her you'll leave it at that. Don't question me any further...." He was trying to remain all calm but it was really hard for Edward to do so. He wanted to kill Jacob so bad it was hurting. But he remembered what Brooke told him once. That if he did any thing to Jacob, then Bella would be all alone.
And Edward couldn't do that to her...Not Bella...It hurt him that she chose Jacob...But, what else could he really do? Let the Volturi just kill her? No...That was not going to happen...He knew Jacob would not let that happen...That's what little respect he had for the wolf in front of him..."Jacob just keep her away from vampires....Especially me...." He said with a frown on his face as he looked down and remembered that last night he shared with Bella. Which he would always cherish....But would Bella? Most likely not....
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