thanks for the memories -Noah (CLOSED)

[NOAH MAGEIR]

Noah heard olivia spat out"What?" Noah opened his eyes and looked at her confused once she climbed off him, he wondered why he acted that way what came over him. He looked at Olivia in shock as she muttered"Your....your....g..gay." Noah nodded his head slightly still a little shocked, "I...I should of known...what was I doing? What's wrong with me, I'm never this idiotic." Noah could clearly see that Olivia was confused she just spoke. "I...I'm sorry...I just cant.." Noah watched in horror as he stormed off.

Noah was in shock what happened to me....why did I kiss her, I didn't want to....the last thing I remember was getting hit in the face then i saw images of xaiver and...oh god Noah sat up and ran off into the forest and sat behind a tree, he huddled his legs up and had his arms wrapped around his legs basicly in an upwards fetal position. see this only proves it...I am meant to be alone....everyone I trust always turns their back on me, how stupid am I. he thought to himself

[OLIVIA THORNE]

Olivia's mind was filled with disbelief. She tried to convince herself that all of that didn't happen. But no matter how much she tried to deny it, there was no getting rid of the moment. Her body was still tingling, feeling hot. Anger replacing passion, her emotions were on overload. Her hands were shaking as her pace quickened into a run. Once inside she ran up the stairs and into her bed room, slamming the door behind her. Placing her back to the door she stood as still as a statue. She played back the scene dozen's of times through her head causing an uncontrollable fit of rage took her over she let out a shreaking scream. She could be heard for miles, her voice sounding like a Banshee crying. Olivia stormed towards the table, picking it up with her small pale hands and throwing it across the room shattering it to tiny pieces. She was angry. At first at him, but he did nothing wrong. She had not expected it herself. She grew angry with herself. She was scared she ruined the new friendship. With another fit of rage she put her hands in a fist and swung at the stone wall, digging her fist in deep, crumbs of stone slowly poured out at the hole in the wall. Her teeth were bare and her eyes were flashing. She had to try and calm herself down but she was past the point of no return. Her animalistic side took over, becoming like a parasite to the crazed, petite vampire. She wanted to kill and she wanted it now. Shouting out to one of her servants she demanded her 'lunch'. In no time at all a young woman was thrown into her bed chambers and onto the floor in front of Olivia. She could hear the girl's heartbeat, pulsating with warm thick blood. Her mouth started to water as she licked her curled lips. The fear and cries eminating from the scared girl was like a drug to Olivia, making her crave the blood more. The girl pleaded to let her go, but Olivia didn't care. She was a vampire, not a human. Her mind was blank and so was her stomach. With a smirk she let out a hiss and appeared behind the human in an instant, appearing as a spec of dust to the frightend girl. Pulling her up to her feet she kept her grip on her firmly. She sniffed her neck, smelling and almost tasting the blood in her veins. She could see the purple and blue lines running across her skin. Olivia licked the girls cheek, having a quick taste. She was sweet, like honeysuckles. Moving her hands to the side of the girls head she listened to the girl whimper and beg. With a quick motion she snapped the girls neck, silence filled the air. Her body grew limp as Olivia kept the girl standing. She quickly sunk her teeth into the girl, sucking the thick blood from her body, leaving her dry. Once she was done she let the body drop on the floor and licked her lips, enjoying every moment of the kill. She normally would of tortured her but at the moment feeding was her main priority. Letting all of her anger and hatred go when the sound of a snap rang through her ears she let out a sign. Closing her eyes for a moment she licked the remaining blood off of her lips and took a moment to let the blood fill her up. "Ah...now that's better." she said to herself as she opened her eyes.

[NOAH MAGEIR]

Noah was quiet as he stayed in the forest he remained completely still he did not move an inch, but stayed alone I can't believe she ran off like that...I am such an idiot why can't she believe it, it's normal people find out I am gay and they turn their backs on me...they don't want anything to do with me...I can't go through this again...I won't from now on I won't open up to anyone, opening up only leaves you exposed to heartbreak noah thought to himself.

Noah looked down quietly he did not feel anything all his emotions just went away as his mind started to wonder off into a place far far away, the look of Olivia's face haunting him, the look of his parents face when they found out coming to him and finally the thought of xaiver, remembering everything through the dim human eyes, the lies that he thought xaiver loved him, but only used him for a meal and to turn him into his own private monster. Noah closed his eyes and sighed

[OLIVIA THORNE]

The air was still and the room was quiet. The body of a young female laid motionless on the wood floor in front of Olivia. Her rage had diminished but her anger still remained. She sat herself down on a brown leather arm chair near the fireplace. Sitting there, quiet and still her crimson eyes never leaving the human's body. Her face was blank and emotionless. This was what Olivia had become. A savage killer than fed off of the blood of her victims for her own survival. She was a cold hearted and sou less animal that had a moment of weakness. For hours she sat there perfectly still, just starring at the lifeless body, thinking about every single moment in her long and terrifying life.

When nightfall came Olivia had not moved an inch. For the whole time she sat there she thought through every aspect of her past life and her current one. She had made alot of mistakes through out the years and to Olivia she believed this was one of the worsts. She knew what she did to Noah was wrong, and she hated herself for that. She tried so hard to get him to trust her, putting all of the little bit of faith she had left in her to him. He couldn't help being a vampire as much as he couldn't help being gay. Olivia just couldn't understand why anyone would live that way. She was brought up in a different way, not having the mind capacity to accept things like this. But with all her years in the modern world, trying to blend in she often gained knowledge and an understanding to certain things. This was just one thing she would have to accept if she wanted to fix their relationship. Whether she liked the idea or not. With a sign she gathered the strength to get up and out of the room. Walking out the door she headed down the stairs and out the rear door. The air was slightly chilly but still. The stars were bright as they circled around the crescent moon. Taking a breath in she tried to smell out Noah, wanting to find him and make sure he was alright. Pin pointing a direction she ran with vampire speeds into the dark dense woods. Leaping over fallen logs and ducking under branches she tried to run as fast as she could, sniffing for his scent every now and again. She could pick up his scent easily and she had no trouble finding him. Stopping at a halt she looked aimlessly at Noah as he sat in the fetal position by a tree. She knew he would be hiding, keeping to himself. She often envied him for his softness. Olivia could remember the time she was as delicate as he was. Biting her tongue she made her way towards Noah slowly, taking her time she didn't want to scare him. Letting out a sign she spoke softly as she came to a halt a fair distance away. "Noah. I'm sorry." was all she could say. There were no words to explain how she felt at the moment. She just hoped he didn't hate her too much. She couldn't bare the thought of losing another person she felt that was dear to her.

[NOAH MAGEIR]

Noah remained still and quiet he could smell the scent of Olivia, she was coming and she was coming fast within seconds Olivia was in front of him. Noah did not look up at her, he expected her to yell at him and call him a sick freak a real monster...an abomination.

Noah expected it, because this would not be the first time that he would be called this. "Noah. I'm sorry." the words escaped her lips and noah shook his head he lookws up at her "it's my fault....it's all my fault....it always is....I was stupid...so very stupid for opening myself up" he spoke lifelessly, he rested his head back on his knees and closed his eyes again. "trusting people....it only brings heartbreak, sick freaks..like myself doesn't deserve conpainionship...we are meant to be alone....I know that now." he spoke again his voice still dead.

[OLIVIA THORNE]

Olivia looked at him as he curled himself into a ball. She knew he was aware of her presence, her footing was heavy as she wanted him to know she was looking for him. He never lifted his head to look at her, her heart sunk as her guilt built up even more. She couldn't stand seeing him in such a vulnerable state. "it's my fault....it's all my fault....it always is....I was stupid...so very stupid for opening myself up" Olivia had done it now. When she found him he was already in such a state she wasn't even sure he had his mind anymore. Now she feared, because of her, he would lose his soul as she did. As much as she liked the idea of torture, she couldn't watch the man that possessed her loves body be put in pain like that. "trusting people....it only brings heartbreak, sick freaks..like myself doesn't deserve conpainionship...we are meant to be alone....I know that now." Like a whisper in the wind she quickly appeared in front of Noah inches away from him. A sudden motherly instinct took over as if caring for her crying child. If his companionship was out of the question, she at least felt obligated to care for him as if she had sired him herself, her baby for her to cradle in her arms. "Shh...it's okay. You'll never have to worry about that." she said as she softly stroked his cheek with her petite pointing finger. His skin was warm to the touch. "No no now don't you go thinking like that. I shouldn't of did that to you...controlled you like that. I got out of control and I'm truly, deeply sorry for that. Please, don't think of me any less. If I lost you I would just die inside." she said softly in her strong southern accent, trying to sooth him. She hadn't been this heartbroken since her brother was killed. The last time she found herself in a boiling rage, not surprising her as to why she blew up earlier.

[NOAH MAGEIR]

Noah heard Olivia speak "don't....don't worry about it...I am fine...really." he mumbled as he felt her touch. Noah looked at her directly "I never had a friend in my life....when I was a kid about 13..just turning 14 I met him...Xaiver, my parents had gotten into an argument and I couldn't stand listening to it, so I sneaked out of my window and went for a walk out in the night...I was about to be jumped by three thugs when Xaiver saved me. he scared those three guys away, i mean I thought it would be because he was an adult he looked like he was in his late twenties...early thirties... we spent the rest of the night at the park talking about things, he wanted to know everything about me....and when it was early morning he took me home...this happened for three years, and eventually I realized I loved him and he loved me...Xavier told me that I needed to tell my parents...and I told them, my parents reacted horribly." Noah looked at her and shivered.

"they called me every name in the book an abomination...freak...fag..everything, my parents told me being gay was a big shame against the entire family that this choice I made I made it alone and so I should be alone....they basicly kicked me out, how could anyone think this is a choice Olivia...who would choose to be this way, to have everyone you ever love turn their back on you to call you a freak....who would choose to be discriminated against, to be denied basic human rights just because you like someone of the same gender...It's not a choice...it's not Olivia, I wouldn't choose to have my family hate me, to be discriminated by religious communities and narrow minded people....it hurts...it hurts inside, Everyday i kept that secret a little more of me died olivia...the person who i was...was dying and disappearing....as the cage around me only grew smaller and smaller." Noah breathed in.

He looked at olivia "I ran to the park and met with Xavier, I told him everything and he offered me a place to stay...we got back to his place it was old and it looked like it was about to fall apart...Xaiver kissed me he made his mood and he striped me down...he bit me...well i guess you saw the scars, and then he chained me to the bed naked for three days and nights....I suffered alone, the only time i saw him was when he changed the Cd's to block out my scream.....you already know the rest" He spoke softly.

Noah placed his hand on Olivia's "If I could be anyone else other than who I am....I would be it Olivia, I don't want to be alone anymore...I dont want to be me....I just want to be someone else anyone, but me" He spoke hurt

[OLIVIA THORNE]

"don't....don't worry about it...I am fine...really." Noah said. Olivia's cold heart sunk in her chest. She knew he was lying by the look on his pale face. His voice was low and shaky. Gazing into his bright red eyes as he starred into hers made her realize how much time she had been away from her one true love. Back then Olivia would of never believed she would be standing here, more than a century later, with a man who looked like her Michael but his mind and soul was not. It killed her inside to even look at Noah, but at the same time her love for Michael was so strong she put her discomfort aside. "I never had a friend in my life....when I was a kid about 13..just turning 14 I met him...Xaiver, my parents had gotten into an argument and I couldn't stand listening to it, so I sneaked out of my window and went for a walk out in the night...I was about to be jumped by three thugs when Xaiver saved me. he scared those three guys away, i mean I thought it would be because he was an adult he looked like he was in his late twenties...early thirties... we spent the rest of the night at the park talking about things, he wanted to know everything about me....and when it was early morning he took me home...this happened for three years, and eventually I realized I loved him and he loved me...Xavier told me that I needed to tell my parents...and I told them, my parents reacted horribly." Olivia listened to his story. It was sad and depressing, but she couldn't complain her life wasn't a walk in the park either. In Olivia's opinion she would of reacted the same way a hundred years ago. She blamed it on the fact that she was from the past, back then things like that were as much of a sin as a man cheating on his wife. But times were different now and Olivia had to learn how to accept these kinds of things. "they called me every name in the book an abomination...freak...fag..everything, my parents told me being gay was a big shame against the entire family that this choice I made I made it alone and so I should be alone....they basicly kicked me out, how could anyone think this is a choice Olivia...who would choose to be this way, to have everyone you ever love turn their back on you to call you a freak....who would choose to be discriminated against, to be denied basic human rights just because you like someone of the same gender...It's not a choice...it's not Olivia, I wouldn't choose to have my family hate me, to be discriminated by religious communities and narrow minded people....it hurts...it hurts inside, Everyday i kept that secret a little more of me died olivia...the person who i was...was dying and disappearing....as the cage around me only grew smaller and smaller. I ran to the park and met with Xavier, I told him everything and he offered me a place to stay...we got back to his place it was old and it looked like it was about to fall apart...Xaiver kissed me he made his mood and he striped me down...he bit me...well i guess you saw the scars, and then he chained me to the bed naked for three days and nights....I suffered alone, the only time i saw him was when he changed the Cd's to block out my scream.....you already know the rest" Olivia had been the cause of a lot of pain and suffering during her glory days, but she would of never thought of doing that. To create a vampire is like giving birth to a baby in Olivia's mind. It took patience, time, and skill to find and train a person worthy enough to become Immortal. This Xavier guy that changed Noah was sloppy and ignorant. The only thing he did do right was to chose Noah as his mate. Even though vampire's are no longer human, they still had their soul mates. It could be a human or even another vampire. Once that pair find each other the only way to separate them is by permanent death. "If I could be anyone else other than who I am....I would be it Olivia, I don't want to be alone anymore...I dont want to be me....I just want to be someone else anyone, but me" she felt the warm, soft touch of Noah's skin as he reveled his story to her. She let out a sign and closed her eyes for a minute, looking down at the ground. She felt sorry for him, she couldn't bear watching him suffer any longer. A thousand thoughts ran through her mind as she tried to take everything he said in. She tried to help him once, only to hurt him. Coming to the realization that she may have to take matters into her own hands this time. The only way left was to change his mind completely. She wanted to get rid of all his scarring memories, his burdens and pain. There was only one way to do this. Opening her eyes she looked into his once more. Grabbing his hand with a firm grip she signed "Noah. I just want to tell you something. Please promise me you'll listen. I want you to be happy, to not have to live with this pain for the rest of your eternal life. I promise I will never let you hurt or suffer, I promise to never leave your side. Look into my eyes darlin, let me ease your pain." she said softly as she gently rubbed his cheek with the back of her hand, keeping his gaze on her. Before he could speak she lightly rubbed his chin as she whispered her last words. "I'm sorry." Within an instant she placed her hands on the sides of his head, gripping firmly. Using all of the energy left in her body she used her powers, with the help of magic that her grandfather taught her. With her power intensified she started to erase Noah's memories. The feeling was as if there was somebody tearing her skin off peice by peice. She had to live through the pain, knowing that Noah's experience wasn't any better. One by one his memories started to fade away into nothing, being replaced with new ones. The only way Olivia could get rid of his agony was to take the memories away. She couldn't leave him without any memories or thoughts or he would just be a shell. The only memories she could offer Noah were her own. Memories of her and Michael when he was alive. Within moments the deed was complete. Olivia could feel the energy slipping away from her as she used all her strength. A sharp stabbing pain took over her head as she pulled away, falling back onto the soft grass. Her body was numb and she felt like she was on fire. If she was human she would of passed out but with the inability to sleep she just layed there paralyzed for a moment. Olivia had never done this before, only seeing it happen once to another person who was more experienced. She feared she might of completely messed up Noah's mind. Wanting to check on Noah she couldn't gather the strength to move.

[NOAH MAGEIR]

Noah looked at olvia he was scared he looked at her as she opened her eyes and grabbed his hands her grip was firm and tight "Noah. I just want to tell you something. Please promise me you'll listen. I want you to be happy, to not have to live with this pain for the rest of your eternal life. I promise I will never let you hurt or suffer, I promise to never leave your side. Look into my eyes darlin, let me ease your pain." she spoke softly her voice was as soft as summers rain and noah did as he was asked and looked directly into her eyes.

He wanted to say something but she rubbed his chin and heard her whisper"I'm sorry." Noah felt discomfort something was happening like the darkness in his mind was getting brighter, it kept getting brighter and brighter and soon noah was unable to think at all everything in his mind just went blank, but the flash went away as new images popped into his head

The images came one after another of a beautiful girl and a man together. Noah watched as oliva slipped away his mind was now a little confused Noah looked at oliva fall and rushed to her in a flash. Noah picked her up "Olivia....Olivia my love are you ok" he spoke softly his voice full of concern

[OLIVIA THORNE]

Flashes of light and movement covered her vision. Blurred images ran through her mind as she starred up at the sky. Her body was perfectly still, she looked like a porcelain statue laying flat on the ground. Her eyes were widened even though she couldn't see. Instead the sounds and movement of people rang through her delicate ears. The image of the garden behind the estate but warmer and humid. Everything looked exactly as it did back in New Orleans. Olivia ran through the garden towards the large fountain, her large blue beaded gown swayed as she took her steps. Her heart was filled with content and her emotions were full of laughter and happiness. Every few seconds she would turn her head around as she ran, laughing and smiling. A tall and strong man followed closely behind her. They both looked like they were happy and in love. The man caught up to her and swung her around, holding her close. That was one of Olivia's most cherished memory of her and her late husband.

After a few moments Olivia's vision started to go dark. A muffled voice rang through her ears. "Olivia....Olivia my love are you ok" she barely could make out what the voice had said. Closing her eyes for a moment she opened them to see a man above her. She could feel his soft touch on her skin almost leaving a numb sensation. Once her vision started to get clearer she looked up at the man with the familiar voice. At first glance she thought she was going crazy. For a moment she thought Noah was Michael. She wanted to believe that she could be happy once again, but she knew it was impossible. Looking up to him her heart grew soft. She let her mind trick itself for one moment. She had lived for so long without Michael she believed she missed him so much she was imaging him in front of her. Her head was throbbing a burning sensation ran down her throat. Opening her mouth to speak she could barely get a word out. "B....b.....blood." was the only word that could escape from her lips. Her strength was depleted, her energy drained. She did not drink enough blood to control herself. Her mind couldn't think straight. She thought she was going crazy but knew it was all too real.

[NOAH MAGEIR]

Noah picked her up in his arms "B....b.....blood." She mumbled out, Noah was shocked he held her close to his exposed chest, "I will find you help." he spoke in a southan accent, Noah stood up holding olivia in his arms Noah held her tight and ran into the forest at amazing speeds, he would have noticed it if he wasn't so concerned with Olivia, he held her in his arms "I will protect you Olivia" he spoke to her concerned. Noah arrived at the mannor and kicked open the doors.

Stepping inside noah looked around "I Need help" he yelled out, a few seconds later a buttler came to noah and olivia and took olivia from noah. Noah followed after them the buttler placed Olivia on the dinner table and returned a few moments later with a jaw of blood and poured it slowly down her throat. Noah watched in horror and delight, the blood smelled so sweet and tempting Noah was doing everything in his power to stop himself from taking the blood for himself.

was the only word that could escape from her lips. Her strength was depleted, her energy drained. She did not drink enough blood to control herself. Her mind couldn't think straight. She thought she was going crazy but knew it was all too real.

[OLIVIA THORNE]

The wind blew through her red locks as Noah picked her up in his arms and ran at unimaginable speeds. Her head bobbed, it was hard to keep her eyes open. She could feel the warmth from Noah's chest but felt no heart beat nor could feel him panting out of breath. "I will protect you Olivia" she heard in a somewhat muffled tone. He ran effortlessly and stormed through the large oak doors, the bang from his foot hitting the door rang in Olivia's ears. "I Need help" She could hear the panic in his voice making her panic. She wanted to run but she couldn't gather the strength. Olivia felt her body shift as the butler took her into his arms. The sound of glasses and plates breaking echoed in the dinning room as the butler cleared the table. Once she felt the hard, cold wood she tried to move but couldn't bare sitting up. Moment's later the sweet taste of warm, thick blood ran down her throat, soothing any bit of soreness left in her throat. Her hunger grew as she consumed the liquid. She wanted more, feeling her animal self scratching to get out of it's cage. In the blink of an eye she sat up and grabbed the bottle from the butler and pushed him away with much force, making him fly across the room. Licking the now empty bottle she felt her mind slowly changing, her savage instinct kicking in. Her once dark burgundy eyes now glowed a bright crimson red, the new meal coursing through her body. The sadistic woman that had plauqed Olivia for over a century surfaced as she licked the blood off of her lips and chin. Old habits tend to die hard for Olivia.

[NOAH MAGEIR]

Noah rushed to Olivia's side as she licked the blood off her lips, he stroaked her forehead softly "Olivia my love I don't know what happened to you, but I will take care of you and help you get you're strength back. Just rest my love" he spoke in a southan accent. Noah leaned down and kissed Olivia's lips for a second, he smiled and looked at her.

He wanted to know what happened, why she was so sick and why she had just drunk down a jar of blood, he also wanted to know how he got in the forest the last thing he recalled was kind of fogy. "it's alright Olivia you're man is here to protect you." he reassured her.

[OLIVIA THORNE]

The fresh blood ran down her sore throat and into her bloodstream. The feeling was soothing and nerve recking at the same time. She had the sudden urge to tear something apart with her bare hands. "Olivia my love I don't know what happened to you, but I will take care of you and help you get you're strength back. Just rest my love. it's alright Olivia you're man is here to protect you." she heard Noah say as she felt his touch and kiss on her face. To feel the touch of his skin on hers was exhilarating but her rage grew out of her control. Her vampiric side took over as she lunged at Noah, slamming him against the wall. Her hands gripped his throat as she bore her teeth at him, a snake like hiss escaped her lips. Her lips and sharp teeth were stained with blood. Her face only inches away from his she lightly sniffed him out, taking in his heavenly scent. His presence was like a drug to her, calming during the high while the come down turns her into a bloody animal. The familiar scent of burning metal intoxicated her. She soon realized what she was doing and who she was doing it to. Not remembering half of what happened she looked at Noah in awe, relaxing her face. "Noah..." she whispered. She didn't believe her planned had worked, convinced she did more damage to herself she came to the conclusion she would be alone forever.

[NOAH MAGEIR]

Noah was shocked at Olivia she had totally lost her shit and lunged at him, Noah had used his arms ro pull Olivia's hands away from his neck he wrapped his arms around her hugging her "Noah..." she whispered, Noah was shocked "no Olivia its micheal...you're delerious it's ok I am here to look after you, you are my woman after all" He spoke softly in his southan accent.

Noah picked her up and looked at the servant "we need more of that drink...please" he spoke calmly as he held olivia. the buttler went off and Noah held her "come on Olivia calm down, things will be alright I promise." he spoke calmly