you shouldn't know (alex)

[alex]

Alex looked at her brother and smiled as he agreed with the whole beiber issue, Alex was glad to see Kenny happy, she was glad to see him period. When ever she saw the first star in the night she would wish for Kenny to come back, that she would get to see him again

Alex continued to keep her hand over her brother's hand and laughed when she heard him speak "I'm a glittering, sparkling, bloody gay-ass vampire tinkerbell." Alex laughed with her brother she continued to rub his hair, "yo.." Alex wanted to tell her brother just how much she missed him, but said nothing she said nothing and listened to her brother speak, "I dunno. I can lift much more than I weigh. I can crush a person with ease. I can run faster than a lion. I do drink blood and that's one of the very few things that book and movie vampires have in common. Only, I live off animal blood." Alex laughed "your a vegeterian....what a pussy, are you sure you're not an ant...I mean they can lift things that are like ten times bigger than them" She spoke, Alex watched Kenny and laughed "still biting your lip...you're keeping a secret from me huh Kenny..it's why you could never beat mason in poker" she pet kenny's hair again and listened to him speak more"I had to learn control though It wasn't easy. My first year as a vampire I had to stay away from humans or I would attack them." He left it at attack knowing she would catch on to the rest of it. "Are you not scared of me?" Alex facial expression was still for a moment, before she broke into a hysterical laugh "as if I would be scared of my own brother, the only thing that scares me is being in the shops without an Ipod when beiber music plays" she spoke

Alex listened to Kenny speak"I could take you through the forest." Alex stood up as kenny did "alright, but don't get a bonner or anyhing" she spoke after he asked her to hop on. Alex climbed onto her brother's back and climbed on "I have ridden a lot of guys, never thought one of them would be my brother" she spoke trying to grose him out, she treated Kenny just like the other two not caring that he was a vampire.

[kenny]

Kenny rolled his eyes. "I'm not a pussy I don't like killing people. I've done that enough already." He told her simply with a smirk. He wasn't proud of murdering, but he couldn't help himself! They were so freakin delicious and just addicting. "Glad you're not afraid of me. But if you ever cut or scratch yourself by accident....run." He wasn't trying to scare her, however, he wouldn't be able to stop himself if he were close to flowing blood. He had control but not nearly that much.

"That....was the biggest turn off ever. Don't ever say that when I have a girlfriend around and you directly that to me. Makes for a very sad Kenny." He said lowly now that he was pretty grossed out. He didn't even think perverty when he had said what he did. Alex was defiantly a rebellious typical lost teenager. "Off then." He muttered moving his arms under her knees to support her up. He didn't want her falling off in the process of running. Now that he knew she wouldn't go anywhere, he opened the door and ran at a human speed to try and confuse her. He would find it hilarious for her to be disappointed. Then with a grin he jetted off at full vampire speed. He dodged trees and jumped over rocks or logs in his way. The wind was hitting his face making him smile rather largely. He loved this feeling, just like on the motorcycle ride earlier. He ran about five miles before he stopped at a lake. He let her off his back and turned to face her. "You alright?" He asked smirking.

Kenny turned around and walked to the lakes edge. He sat down and let his fingers make ripples against it. "This is my relaxing place. I'm done talking for now. It's your turn...I'm all ears."

[alex]

Alex nodded her head "you so are a pussy, honestly what sort of vampire says "aww I don't like killing people" Suck it up princess you're a vampire go out and do you're species proud......ill even join the vampire pride parade if it helps ya hehe,...only dont eat your sibbling cause that's as bad as incest" she added in quickly with a laugh. Alex held onto her brother tight, he was ice cold, but she didn't care she knew she could trust her brother kenny. "Glad you're not afraid of me. But if you ever cut or scratch yourself by accident....run." "Yeah yeah drama queen" she spoke and heard his complaining about the pervy thing she just said


Alex waited quietly and heard him speak "Off then." the girl held on and expected something fast, but it was rather slow by her standards "yeah see now I know you're stoned, I was driving like ten times faster than this" She complained Alex could not see her brother's grin, but watched as things increased Alex let out a scream of excitement "wOOOO HOOO, DONT STOP KENNY" She yelled feeling the wind blow against her face she felt as free as the wind while riding on her brother's back.

Alex watched as Kenny amazingly dodged trees and jumped over logs and rocks and was impressed she also felt such a rush, she had never felt so alive before. Alex watched as her brother stopped by a lake and started to slow down, she climbed off his back and looked at Kenny as he told her it was her turn, She looked at Kenny with a crooked smile on her face, her nose stud still in place amazingly enough "fair enough...you told me what you are now, so i guess it's only fair I answer your questions big brother....what do you want to know" she asked

[kenny]

"Sit." He said looking up at her and patting the grass beside him. He was sure they would be be more comfortable sitting anyway. "Questions, questions, questions..." He muttered deciding on what to ask her. He knew a lot of things she probably doesn't know he knows about. Now might be a better time to mention Ashley and Mason. "Uhm, Ashley and Mason know about me. I know you'll be mad but just hear me out. I told them because I needed someone to speak with...I wanted to protect you and our other sister so that's why I never said anything. It was just to protect you two...Please don't be mad. Ash and Mason have been keeping me up to date on everything going on so I don't know what to ask you considering I know many things."

Kenny paused and took his fingers through his hair. "Tell me anything you want to though. Have a boyfriend? Party stories? Funny stories? How much you missed your big brother?" He grinned. "Anything you'd like."

[alex]

Alex sat beside her brother and said nothing she waited for him to ask the questions "Questions, questions, questions..." she heard him mutter, She waited quietly and could not believe what she heard from him next. "Uhm, Ashley and Mason know about me. I know you'll be mad but just hear me out. I told them because I needed someone to speak with...I wanted to protect you and our other sister so that's why I never said anything. It was just to protect you two...Please don't be mad. Ash and Mason have been keeping me up to date on everything going on so I don't know what to ask you considering I know many things." Alex bit down on her lips she felt a sharp emotional stab in her heart.

She said nothing so Ash...and mason knew this entire time that Kenny was alive and they did not tell me....they let me think he was gone, those fucking bastards Alex's fist began to tremble with rage and she smiled "Sure you want stories, well there was this one time I was busy having giving this guy and his friend hand jobs when ash came in it was a riot......No wait ash probably told you that, Oh wait what about this one time I got so trashed that mason had to drag me home...no wait mason probably told you that..." She spoke getting up

Alex tooked out her flask and finished off whatever whisky she had left in the flask and screwed the lid back on her hands trembling from rage "Don't....don't insult my intelligence Kenny, spare me the bullshit of you doing this to protect me, Because I don't need ANYONE!!! I have always been alone even before you left us all, it was always you, ash & Mason....I was always alone I watched the three of you go off and do shit while I stood in the shadows watching and maybe hoping you would extend the invitation to me...self centered bastards all of you... I was never good enough, and apparently I still arn't when you would rather tell Mason & Ash...The one who's to blame for you turning into a glittering vegeterian pussy." She yelled out

Alex walked towards the lake "Damn you Kenny...oh you want to know how much I missed you, I missed you a hell of a lot more than you missed me apparently, Because I wasn't good enough for you to say "Hey Alex it's ok I am alive don't worry,you have no fucking idea about anything...it's typical...fuck it I don't give a shit about anything anymore." Alex turned to look at Alex with rage, she was hurt that he told the others, but not her "Ill do you a favor...I will stay as far from you as you want, because I know I am not worthy enough to be in you're presense I never have been and I never will be." she yelled and stormed off towards the forest.

[kenny]

Kenny let her yell at him. He deserved the most of it although her sexual life should be kept to herself, it was creeping him out about the whole hand job thing. He sighed watching her get up and yell some more.. Then yelled some more and ran off. He wished she knew that things said can never be taken back and Kenny can remember things with great clarity. She might not regret anything but still...he didn't want memories like this.

Anger started building up in his system and he stood up quickly. "ALEX!" He bellowed now very pissed off. He ran so fast that he was in front of her in a split second. Using his power, he gave her a powerful feeling of comfort and love that he knew she would be paralyzed by it. She would be able to stand but not move or say anything until he lowered it off her. "I'm sorry. I've using my gift on you to give you comfort. You feel all that love? That's my love for my family! Vampire emotions are so much stonger than puny humans emotions! " He bellowed knowing she wouldn't be able to reply. She was about to learn how moody vampires really are. "Ash and Mason are brothers. Brothers tend to do things together! But have you forgotten what I HAVE done for you?! I took up for you when kids picked on you. I took blame when the parents were mad at you. I taught you guitar and made songs with you. Even though Ash and Mason and I did gigs I tried not leaving you out! Thats why I did sing with you! I didn't tell you I was alive because there's these Voutri , or what's there faces, would kill you if they found out! I'm risking Ash's and Masons lives with them knowing and I fucking bloody love you. That's why I didn't let you know!" He yelled loudly but not loud enough to bother people if they were around, and by the smell of things no one was. "I love you to much for anything to harm you." He said quietly and letting his power completely go of her so she could move again. He walked to a tree and feel back against it to rest himself. He needed to calm down. "I've done wrong, but not as much as you think. You can leave if you want."

[alex]

Alex continued to stormed off pissed as hell she could not believe Kenny told her, she felt so betrayed and she felt like she was second best she heard him yell"ALEX!" and moments later he was in front of her.

Alex wanted to slap her brother, before she could even raise her hand she found herself feeling calm and comforted she couldn't move an inch and she heard him speak "I'm sorry. I've using my gift on you to give you comfort. You feel all that love? That's my love for my family! Vampire emotions are so much stonger than puny humans emotions! "

Alex listened and stayed exactly still, she felt overwhelmed by the comfort and love that was sent through her she did not know what to say or think, all she knew was she did not want to feel it. she wanted to hold on to the anger she felt, to hold onto thar hurt knowing it was the only constant in her life, She watched Kenny as he continued to speak "Ash and Mason are brothers. Brothers tend to do things together! But have you forgotten what I HAVE done for you?! I took up for you when kids picked on you. I took blame when the parents were mad at you. I taught you guitar and made songs with you. Even though Ash and Mason and I did gigs I tried not leaving you out! Thats why I did sing with you! I didn't tell you I was alive because there's these Voutri , or what's there faces, would kill you if they found out! I'm risking Ash's and Masons lives with them knowing and I fucking bloody love you. That's why I didn't let you know!" she gasped silently listening to her brother, she hadden't forgot about those times, but didn't want to think about them at all, always recalling the best times in life only made things hurt more when reality set in and those days were over. "I love you to much for anything to harm you."

The blond looked down "I....know you did all that, but after you left...I felt so alone, I couldn't talk to mom or dad...I couldn't even talk to Ash...It hurt so much when you left, I knew you were alive deep down, but I was scared without you...it just felt half of me was missing and you know I would have gladly risked my life, hell I would have gladly died just to find out if you were Ok kenny...just to put those fears and doubts out of my mind." she spoke

Alex heard kenny telling her she could leave if she wanted to, and she petted smiled and petted kenny's hair "I think I will stick around for a while, im not meeting chaz and james till tonight so we can hang out...then, after i get my new suplies i think I will beat ash and mason up" she smiled and hugged Kenny for a moment, Alex pulled back "just don't use your tinkerbell mojo on me alright...i will be fine if you dont do that shit again." she spoke a little calm, she was still mad and upset deep down, but she decided to be constructive about it and beat her brothers up

[kenny]

Kenny sat indain style with his back against the tree. He didn't want to go off on her but he couldn't bottle anything else up. It had to come out sooner or later and Alex set off his last button. He wasn't feeling much better do to yelling at his sister. He wanted her to understand. And the only way he could figure to get her to stop storming off and listen to him was by paralyzing her. If he could have done that with overwhelming feelings he would have, but he couldn't.

"I....know you did all that, but after you left...I felt so alone, I couldn't talk to mom or dad...I couldn't even talk to Ash...It hurt so much when you left, I knew you were alive deep down, but I was scared without you...it just felt half of me was missing and you know I would have gladly risked my life, hell I would have gladly died just to find out if you were Ok kenny...just to put those fears and doubts out of my mind. Kenny let her touch his hair but didn't once look at her. He didn't want to give her eye contact because his eyes were black. All the anger had changed his eye color and he knew it wouldn't go down until he calmed down or went on a hunt. It didn't help that her heart beat was clear to his ears. "I'm sorry I left you." Was all he could muster to say.

"just don't use your tinkerbell mojo on me alright...i will be fine if you dont do that shit again." Kenny rolled his eyes. "It's a gift and I'll use it as I please." He muttered although wasn't coming off rude by it. He didn't understand why she never listened to anyone about anything yet was trying to tell him not to use his power on her. He sighed lightly. "You've changed so much. I can feel how much hate and love you have in your heart. It's part of my gift. It's rare for a vampire to have one, but whatever. I can control a persons love, hate, comfort. Yours is just...Unbelievably different then it used to be." Kenny gritted his teeth together thinking of how things used to be. He missed the old Alex, the new one was just so...annoying. "I could just steal all your drugs and alcohol from you whenever you get some and throw it awau. Now that you know I'm alive I'll probably do that and you can just be pissed about it."

[alex]

Alex looked at kenny he did not look at her and she stopped when she heard him speak "I'm sorry I left you." Alex smiled "don't worry about it...I should thank you, I learned an important lesson the only person you can count on is yourself...relying on others just makes you weak." She spoke feeling better

Alex looked at Kenny she was worried about him and she heard him speak "It's a gift and I'll use it as I please." Alex looked serious "yeah well keep you're gift away from me, forcing it on me is like you're emotionally raping me...so keep it to you're self" she spoke a little mad

Alex turned from her brother and stretched out, wearing short shorts in this weather made her cold, but she did not care. she heard Kenny continue on"You've changed so much. I can feel how much hate and love you have in your heart. It's part of my gift. It's rare for a vampire to have one, but whatever. I can control a persons love, hate, comfort. Yours is just...Unbelievably different then it used to be." Alex did not face her brother and looked down "what can I say Kenny the person you know is only a fraction of who I am...things change....people change, I am who I am....I am not that shy stupid kid anymore. this is me, sure im a fucking trainwreck, by ash's standards but I am not going to change just to suit mom and dad or anyone else" she spoke calmly. she felt her anger boil inside her, but she kept calm.

Alex turned to face kenny hearing his threat she smiled "you could do that Kenny, hell go for it, but I will just go for the harder stuff...and sooner or latter you will mess up...and even if you stop me, it dosn't matter...I won't be in forks much longer....I have plans and once I am gone no one will ever see me again...I want to dissappear too....no one will know where I am...I will be a completely new person and it will be the start of a new adventure...A new life." she spoke with a smile

[kenny]

"don't worry about it...I should thank you, I learned an important lesson the only person you can count on is yourself...relying on others just makes you weak." This was true although not completely true. Replying on a person all the time can lead to much trouble and pain, however, a person needs help every now and again. Although Kenny, goes by this he doesn't see his sister ever asking for anything but drugs. "yeah well keep you're gift away from me, forcing it on me is like you're emotionally raping me...so keep it to you're self" Kenny rolled his eyes at his sister. 'Emotionally raping'? She come up with the most twisted mind sets.

"....I am not that shy stupid kid anymore. this is me, sure im a fucking trainwreck, by ash's standards but I am not going to change just to suit mom and dad or anyone else" "I like the old you better." He spoke truthfully. "But that doesn't mean I love you any less now. I just don't like the path you chose. You're much better than you make yourself to be." Kenny wasn't being rude in the least. He liked speaking the truth and has never had a problem saying what's on his mind. In this case though, he tried his best to not be rude about it. Knowing Alex, she'd get really angry with him if he didn't choose his words carefully.


"you could do that Kenny, hell go for it, but I will just go for the harder stuff...and sooner or latter you will mess up..." The more she spoke then angrier Kenny was becoming. "Worst mistake you'll ever make in your life, Alex. Sure, you need to graduate high school and get a job to live on your own, but look at what me disappearing did to our family. Mum and Dad, Ashley and Mason...our other sister is still extremely depressed. You want to add to that? How selfish." So maybe choosing his words didn't last very long but who can blame him? How could Alex leave their family like that?

[alex]

Alex looked alex and smiled, she turned from him and walked towards the lake again she heard him speak "I like the old you better. But that doesn't mean I love you any less now. I just don't like the path you chose. You're much better than you make yourself to be" Alex scoffed at that "Yeah what's not to like a weak and submissive nobody who did what she was told without hesitation...no this is me, and it's exactly who im suppost to be." She continued to walk keeping as calm as possible

She stretched her arms casually, Alex was quiet for a moment "when I was a child, my teacher asked me what I wanted to do with my life, I said I wanted to be a doctor....again when I was a little older they asked the same question and I said I wanted to be a singer....now here I am and you're telling me I am going to make a huge mistake.... because I won't graduate highschool and I am leaving....well who the hell cares, now is not the time for me to be making all serious decisions...Now is the time for me to make mistakes and live my life...so whan someone ask me what I want to be or what I want to do....I will know." She answered,

Alex pulled off her top and her jean shorts leaving her in her underwere and showing a lot more skin than before "as for mom and dad...I don't care, I will let Mason & Ash be the golden children seein as how their so dedicated at protecting the family....call me selfish...what ever you want, i probably deserve it, but I am only going to focus on me....fuck the world and everyone in it, I am a god I am number 1 priority, because If I don't love myself, than no one else will...trust myself & love only myself." She scoffed and ran into the lake and jumping in she felt the cold water hit her skin as her hair was completely soaked.

Alex looked at her brother "Come on in and join the fun, maybe you can lighten up for a change and tell me what exactly those two secretive assholes said about me behind my back" she spoke sounding casual.