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Post by codi on Nov 21, 2010 22:01:42 GMT -5
Newt couldn't understand what was wrong with him...or was it right? He was seeing clearer to the point of it being better than 20/20 vision. He could smell things so differently and his strength was becoming so much more. All his senses were stronger...better. Was that good or bad? Was there something wrong with him? He didn't know. He couldn't understand it and he didn't feel like going back to the hospital because he felt he would just seem crazy.
He couldn't even wear his silver chain necklace anymore! He felt so naked without it but it was hot on his skin. And sometimes irritated him....He wondered if he were becoming allergic to it. That was possible after all. His injuries were clearing up pretty fast....His rib didn't hurt nearly as bad and his cuts were starting to become scars...
Newt sighed when he found his way to a forest...He wanted to be away from everyone, away from his family, friends, everyone. He made his way to a open area and started feeling more comfortable...as if he were drawn to this area. Shaking his head, he walked to the middle and sat down to watch the sunset over the trees. It wouldn't take long now for it to go down and he figured he would return home around one or two.
His mind went to Lily...Where was she? What was she? He hadn't seen her since the night a few days ago.
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Post by DAHLIA KINGSTON on Nov 22, 2010 14:37:19 GMT -5
It had been days since Lily had last seen Newt. As each day passed she grew even more worried. Not because she was attracted to him, not that he wasn't bad looking. He just didn't seem like her type. But what did worry her was what she did while she was in wolf form. His blood was tantalizing and she found it hard not to stop herself from taking a taste from his open wound. That would be the biggest mistake Lily had made. Even when she placed that boy in a coma a few years back, to her this was way worse.
Tonight was the first of three nights she would be in the forest. The sun was just setting over the mountains and soon a full moon will take it's place in the sky. Lily was prepared, as always with a duffle bag on her shoulder with a few changes of clothes, her phone, a blanket and some food and water for when she awoke. But instead of packing for just her, she packed for two. Lily knew she would find Newt in the forest. Even if he didn't realize it, the moon would call to the beast that lay dormant in his body. Pushing him into the place that felt the most natural to them. He may not know it now, but he was in for a big surprise once the moon showed its face to them. And Lily would be right there with him every step of the way. She felt guilty, she was the one that showed him this horrible fate and now she had to take responsibility for it.
Slowly but surely she made her way through the forest, walking and taking her time as she quietly stepped over fallen logs and branches making sure not to make too much noise. She let out a breath of air, a fog of smoke escaped her lips like a fire breathing dragon. The air was chilly on her skin but this didn't phase her. She was her own personal heater. But suddenly her mind was pulled elsewhere when a familiar scent hit her nose. He was already here and only a short distance away. Lily found a familiar spot and set her bag down and proceeded to follow the scent. The closer she got the more nervous she felt. Would he believe her? Would he call her crazy and run away? She hoped not because once the full moons silver rays hit their skin, he would transform for his first time. He wouldn't know what to do or how to react but if he stayed with Lily she could help him get through it. Take dominance over him like Jeremiah did with her. Once he was in plain sight of her she tucked her hands into her front pockets and took a moment to gather herself before she stepped out from the shadows and into the open area. She didn't know what to say so instead she just cleared her throat to let him know she was here and just hoped he wouldn't freak out and run.
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Post by codi on Nov 22, 2010 14:57:09 GMT -5
Newt laid on the grass under him trying his best to just relax...He felt like something were going to happen tonight, something terrible but that could just be his mind over thinking from the incident. He did after all return to the forest which wasn't a normal thing to do but he couldn't help it. He felt like he needed to be here. Newt figured it was just because he needed to relax and take his mind off things, even though it wasn't working out that way and this place was so quiet and peaceful..
A familiar scent hit his nose and he sneezed...That was strange. He didn't like being able to have this sense of smell; it was disturbing and made him feel weird...And this worse part was it wasn't in full gear just yet. He couldn't just stop breathing though so he had no choice but to continue. It smelt like Lily...Newt froze. Thoughts started rushing through his head and hoped to dear God she wasn't in wolf form to try and eat him again. He closed his eyes tightly hoping to stay hidden only he was in an open area...chances were low unless she started walking the other way. And that is only if he wasn't imagining things.
The clearing of a throat hit his ears and his eyes opened. He slowly sat up and looked around to find that it was indeed Lily but she was in human form making Newt feel a little better. If she started going wolf on him he would jet straight out...But for now he was curious and decided to stay in a sitting position...He didn't move his eyes from her. Awkward.
"Hi." He muttered, tensed body.
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Post by DAHLIA KINGSTON on Nov 22, 2010 15:33:33 GMT -5
The air around then was still and awkward. Her heart was moving faster than a speeding car but she hid it well. "Hi. he muttered. She could feel the tenseness in his body, also feeling it to herself. Now whatever he felt, she would slightly too. They were forever connected, the bond between a Werewolf and the Beneficiary or 'victim' was strong and true. But that still didn't mean that didn't make things hard for the two. The happenings of that day were not planned and unexpected but what's done was done. There was no turning back now. There was no cure and it had seemed there never will be one. The only thing Lily could do was be there to show him how.
"Um. Hi."
[/b] her voice was slightly shaking, proving she was just as nervous as he was. "Can...can I sit down?" she asked as she pointed to the grass. Moving to sit in front of him she sat down on the ground and crossed her legs in front of her. She was a good distance away, making sure to give him enough personal space. The last thing she wanted to do was to agitate a new lycan.[/blockquote][/blockquote] |
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Post by codi on Nov 22, 2010 15:52:55 GMT -5
"Um. Hi." He could her the nervousness in her voice and automatically calmed himself, body lessened in tension. If she was nervous then he didn't think she come to hurt him...He figured would he be the one most nervous but she seemed sad. Newt could be a jerk at times be had hated females to feel bad...He could tell...feel...that she was. "Can...can I sit down?"
"Sure," He told her with a smile hoping that would help calm her down. When she made her to the ground he looked down then back up to her. "Wasn't expecting to come across you again..." He started trying to make conversation with her, hoping she would give some kind of explanation as to what happened to her that day. He didn't, however, want to push her because it seemed personal. But it wasn't normal either...Wouldn't she need to see a doctor? No, she probably felt the same as him on feeling completely nutty and whatever she had seemed so much worse. "I'm healing fine if you were wondering." It was obvious because he had a tank top of his body revealing his arm that the stitches were already taken out of.
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Post by DAHLIA KINGSTON on Nov 22, 2010 16:17:16 GMT -5
"Sure,"
[/i] he smiled and a sudden feeling of ease washed over her lifting some weight off her shoulders. He wasn't yelling and running away from her so far, which was good. But she knew she had yet to get to the part she had been dreading since the moment she licked him. "Wasn't expecting to come across you again..." She smiled but moved her gaze back down to her fiddling fingers with her elbows resting on her knees. Before she had gotten there she tried to come up with something to say to him, but nothing seemed to sound right. How could you make such a smooth entrance with huge statement? It's not like someone tells you your a wild beast every day. "I'm healing fine if you were wondering." Her eyes darted back up to him and then over to his arm. It was healing up nicely with only a little scarring. But that experience would soon seem like a walk in the park compared to what he would go through tonight...and for the rest of his life. "Good. Good." she trailed off, it helped that he was calm but the small talk was just making her even more antsy. Taking a deep breath she look up at the sun. Soon it would be gone and now she had no more time to waste. She had to tell him before the sunset. Her eyes moved back over to Newt as she mustered up the courage to speak. "I...I wanna say I'm sorry. For that one day. Th..that wasn't supposed to happen. I just...the necklace it...I couldn't help but...." she was struggling to put the words together in a way he would understand. Damn it Lily, just say it already." she mentally beat herself. She looked another breath in and let it out before she tried again. "Newt. I'm a werewolf. And now so are you." There. She did it. Plain and simple. But now she feared she might of been too honest too quickly. Now she just waited until he started screaming and would run away.[/blockquote][/blockquote] |
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Post by codi on Nov 22, 2010 16:38:40 GMT -5
"Good. Good."
Newt nodded. This was just extremely awkward for him. He wasn't even sure why she would chose to sit with him after that...Wouldn't she be to embarrassed and avoid him? Everyone is different though. He looked away again. "I...I wanna say I'm sorry. For that one day. Th..that wasn't supposed to happen. I just...the necklace it...I couldn't help but...." He looked back up as she was trying to get something off her chest. He figured she were just trying to apologize, but it was so much more than that...Beyond his own imagination.
"Newt. I'm a werewolf. And now so are you." Newt choked on his own spit. He quickly regained himself and just stared at her as if she were crazy. She might be one but last he checked he has never turned into a wolf...born completely human. He let out a single laugh nervously, "No." Was all he could say.
The soon to be werewolf stood up and started backing away from Lily. "Born human, Lily..." With that he started walking away...but then it hit him like a ton of bricks to the back of his head. The silver had hurt her even she had said it through her apology and at the hospital, Charles, with his silver bullets and how he couldn't wear his necklace anymore...that burning sensation it gave him....He was feeling different, all his senses were better. He could see way better than the average human, smell better,hearing, touch, and movement....He stopped walking and quickly turned to face her... How was he a werewolf?! He hasn't turned yet so how is that possible? Did she do this to him? Newt thought harder and remembered she licked his blood....did that send her trait onto him? It was the only explanation he could think of.
He stopped walking and faced her quickly. "What did you do to me?" His heart sank feeling sad...but the quickly was taken over by anger. He watched her....waiting on what she had to say.
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Post by DAHLIA KINGSTON on Nov 22, 2010 17:14:23 GMT -5
She felt sick to her stomach. Of course she knew this wouldn't be easy, for the both of them, but it had seemed her prediction on how he would react was right. "No." He didn't believe her and she didn't blame him. Lily even felt crazy at the moment, like she was hallucinating. But it was all too real...had been since she was 13 and whether Newt liked it or not he would soon be proven wrong. "Born human, Lily..." He quickly stood up and started to back away. She closed her eyes and lowered her head in her hands. Yes he was born human. Born lucky was more like it. But she lifted her head and watched as he walked away from her. She had no strength or motivation to follow him at the moment. Her muscles felt tense and ached all over. Lily didn't know if this was because she was upset or because the sun would soon be hidden from the world.
The look on his face told her he was thinking. Probably thinking back to all what had happend. Just as quickly as he had stood up he stopped and turned around to look at her. But she just couldn't stand to look at him. "What did you do to me?" That was enough to make the tears she had been fighting back to burst out into streams down her cheeks. She buried her hands in her face, ashamed to cry in front of him. But she couldn't hold them back any longer, it was all too much. The guilt she felt was nothing compared to anything else she had experienced. If she could go back in time and change things she would. Even if that meant never coming across Newt in the woods. "I'm sorry..." the sniffling from her running nose muffled her voice slightly. What else could she say? Nothing would change anything, atleast nothing she could say. "I'm so so sorry." she said one more time as she shook her head.
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Post by codi on Nov 22, 2010 18:04:15 GMT -5
Newt shook head had trying his best to disbelieve of this. No matter how hard he tried he couldn't, he knew it deep down it was true. He tried moving his feet to walk away but he couldn't leave her. His feet felt planted to the ground...His anger was still there...It kept growing. "I'm sorry..." He breathed heavily for a moment. Lily had her hands against her face crying into them...Sorry wasn't enough. He saw the pain she went through turning and knew he would have the exact same pain course through him...
"I'm so so sorry." Lily needed to explain things to him...She needed to tell him how everything worked and what to do. He wouldn't leave his parents...He couldn't...Would he have too? The anger softened a little...He felt attached to her but not in a relationship way; it was completely different but he had no way of explaining it to himself. Newt couldn't explain anything at the moment anyway so he didn't bother trying. He gave a soft sigh and slowly walked over to her...He sat down beside her and put his hand against her back...He hoped she knew this wasn't his way of accepting an apology but a way of trying to calm her down...for her to know he wasn't going to leave her. "I'm still mad..." He said, not looking at her but the grass. "If I am...what you say I am....then tell me what, why, when, how...And why do I feel attached to you...exactly?" So, that was a strange last question to ask. Everything else was strange though so it shouldn't matter to much...
Newts anger kept rising and falling just like a roller coaster...He couldn't seem to control it.
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Post by DAHLIA KINGSTON on Nov 22, 2010 20:57:11 GMT -5
Lily was balling her eyes out uncontrollably. This was not like her. She was normally shy and would never show her true feelings to a complete stranger. But now and until they died they would never be strangers to each other ever again. Even if they were thousands of miles apart, they would always know how to find each other. But she had no plans on leaving and she hoped he didn't either. Her plan was to stick by him during his first few transformations even if he screamed at her to go. She couldn't afford a newly turned wolf to be let out on the lose without any control. Not only would it risk his life, but the people around him as well. She had her father to help her and now she would do the same with him.
She was surprised he had came back, let alone sit next to her. He hand slightly made her jump as his once seemingly cold touch from before had grown hotter. Closer to her own body tempeture. "I'm still mad...If I am...what you say I am....then tell me what, why, when, how...And why do I feel attached to you...exactly?" She let out a sign and opened her watery eyes. They had turned pink and were slightly swollen as she wiped the tears from them. She had to pull herself together and be strong. Not only for her own sanity but for him. The sun was barely peeking over the mountains and they were loosing valuable time. Lifting her head she let out a sign and finally gathered the strength to look at him. "I'm a lycan. Werewolf. You've seen them in the movies. Only...its different. You saw me change. You know I'm not lying. Your necklace...." she paused and looked down for a moment. "The silver necklace touch me, burning me. I'm not as strong as others so I couldn't stop from changing. I had lost all control when I smelled the blood. So sweet....it was calling out to me. My saliva....went into your bloodstream. And now, your like me. And that's why we are forever connected. Because a part of me is now in you. I tried not to...but...well. You will see soon enough how is feels." she said softly, still a bit shaken up but was now calmed down to where she wouldn't cry anymore. "I don't care if you hate me from here on out. I don't blame you. But know this," she started as she twisted her body to face him more. "I take full responsibility for what I did to you. And I will be here the whole time, before, during, and after the transformation. I wont let anything happen but I can't stop the pain you will go through. But don't worry...my punishment is going through it too. If you need to take out your anger, take it out on me. Just trust me when I say I can help you through this." Her eyes were now slightly wide as they were glossy. She prayed he would stay calm, just as he was now.
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Post by codi on Nov 22, 2010 21:54:30 GMT -5
When Lily was able to talk he removed his hand and placed it in his lap...He didn't want be to touchy feely, not at moment in time anyway. He was so lost and confused that it was hurting him...tearing at him. He anger went back up then settled back down again when she started speaking. Lily finally looked at him with pink eyes from crying making Newt frown...He could feel the pain she was going through...but he wouldn't cry. It took a lot to make him cry. "I'm a lycan. Werewolf. You've seen them in the movies. Only...its different. You saw me change. You know I'm not lying. Your necklace...." He took a deep breath in trying to keep good attention to her.
"The silver necklace touch me, burning me. I'm not as strong as others so I couldn't stop from changing. I had lost all control when I smelled the blood. So sweet....it was calling out to me. My saliva....went into your bloodstream. And now, your like me. And that's why we are forever connected. Because a part of me is now in you. I tried not to...but...well. You will see soon enough how is feels." Newt couldn't help but feel that as a little strange and sexual...but it wasn't sexual at all. He cursed his teenage mind....He didn't exactly feel it was sexual but sensual...In a very odd way.
"I don't care if you hate me from here on out. I don't blame you. But know this," "I take full responsibility for what I did to you. And I will be here the whole time, before, during, and after the transformation. I wont let anything happen but I can't stop the pain you will go through. But don't worry...my punishment is going through it too. If you need to take out your anger, take it out on me. Just trust me when I say I can help you through this." Help him? Anger started growing again and he looked away from her. His breathed became short and fast...heart rate went up and he felt different...he felt the beast inside him. "Help me?! You did this to me! What if I don't want you here?! How could you even stand to be around me or look at my face? You did this to me Lily! I don't want this! I don't need this! I don't need you or anyone else!" He turned to look at her with hard eyes. He tried controlling himself but it was becoming difficult for him to do so. He didn't mean the nasty things he was saying, not in the way they were said. He forced himself to calm down again...so he wouldn't continue going off on her even though the anger was so strong.
He thought about it and it really wasn't her fault...Lily couldn't control herself there was no reason to hold anything against her. Newt choose a very bad day to wear his silver necklace...But still, she changed him forever, he would never be able to get rid of this! He had a reason to be pissed off! "I'm trying my hardest not to be mad at you...I know it wasn't your fault...But damnit I'm like this forever!"
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Post by DAHLIA KINGSTON on Nov 22, 2010 23:08:31 GMT -5
As Lily tried to be as subtle as possible, it seemed her efforts failed. His anger quickly grew and his face and voice said it all. "Help me?! You did this to me! What if I don't want you here?! How could you even stand to be around me or look at my face? You did this to me Lily! I don't want this! I don't need this! I don't need you or anyone else!" His words cut her and the went deep. She had never known that the words from someone she barely knew could hurt her as if they had known each other their whole lives. But she had it coming and instead of lashing back out she kept quiet. He had every right to be angry with her. Hell he had every right to be angry period. What she gave him was a curse, even though Jeremiah and her uncle would tell her otherwise. But it seemed Newt would gladly agree with her. Lily could see he was struggling with his anger. Even if he had a temper before, it would now be intensified. Now it would be harder to control his emotions and instincts but he wouldn't understand that. He even stated he didn't want her to be there. Too bad for him she wouldn't leave him. Not now anyways
"I'm trying my hardest not to be mad at you...I know it wasn't your fault...But damnit I'm like this forever!"
[/i] He was right. This was forever, or atleast until someone happened upon an antidote. But after centuries of no such luck, Lily figured she would just be getting her hopes up. With a sign she nodded her head and closed her eyes for a moment before she looked back over to Newt. "I know. But I think we both know by me saying sorry it's not going to change anything. What do you want me to do? I'll do anything to try and make it up to you. Even if it takes the rest of my life. Anything at all." she begged, which she normally didn't do. Even to her own mother but this time she felt it was the only thing left she could do.[/blockquote][/blockquote] |
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Post by codi on Nov 22, 2010 23:32:10 GMT -5
Newt started shivering. It wasn't that he was cold it was that his anger had grown so high he couldn't help himself. He tried a simple breathing technique to help him calm down before he ended up doing something stupid. It took a few seconds of this before he could fight it down to a reasonable state. He didn't want this to happen to him but he hadn't a choice! No one in their right mind should even begin to want this! He didn't want to think about the pain he would go through and he definitely didn't want to know what he would do as a wolf...He wouldn't remember right? He sure hoped not...
"I know. But I think we both know by me saying sorry it's not going to change anything. What do you want me to do? I'll do anything to try and make it up to you. Even if it takes the rest of my life. Anything at all." Newt shook his head at her. There was nothing she could do or even begin to do! He didn't feel like asking for anything at all he felt like curling up in a ball and staying there the rest of his life. He would never tell his parents this...Not at all...But they would become angry with him during his disappearances... "I don't think you can do anything." He muttered laying on his side facing away from her. "What could you do?" He finally said after a moment...It was a hypothetical question but he did want an answer...He wasn't angry anymore, he was depressed. Tons of sad emotions poured into him just like the anger did. Newt closed his eyes and didn't move, didn't speak, didn't do anything but lay there.
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Post by DAHLIA KINGSTON on Nov 23, 2010 21:35:12 GMT -5
By now Lily would of just ran and curled up in a ball in her bed. But she couldn't leave. Not only because she would soon go through her transformation, but because she couldn't leave him out here alone during his first one. If she was to leave and come to find out a wild wolf was found roaming the streets and was shot dead she would feel responsible. She would be responsible. And then she would have more weight on her shoulders that she didn't need. Her heart sank deeper in her chest, but not as deep as her sudden depression. His anger was quickly replaced with the overwhelming feeling of sadness and Lily was feeling it to. It wasn't until he shook his head and laid down on the ground with his back turned to her, did she want to start crying again. At the moment she felt like she had just committed a murder and in a way she did. She murdered any chance this boy had for a normal life. He would never be able to view the world the way he did again. Lily was half tempted to just off herself. She had no purpose in life, no reason for living. And now just surviving was the hardest thing to do. "I don't think you can do anything." His voice was soft and dejected. She would of rather have him yell in her face then to do this. She can handle people mad at her, but couldn't stand it when they were depressed around her. Especially if she was the cause. "What could you do?" That was just it. She didn't know. In a way Lily hoped he would tell her that. She didn't know anything about him other than his first name so there was no telling what he actually meant by that. She was speechless but after a minute of silence she knew she had to say something. Anything.
But just as Lily opened her mouth to speak a sharp pain hit her hard in the chest. Clenching her chest she closed her eyes and tried to breath. By now the sun had set behind the mountains and let behind a blanket of stars. The moon was not clear to her eyes but that didn't mean it wasn't there hiding in the vast darkness that surrounded them. Her body temperature started to spike and her heart started to race. The time for them to leave their human body was soon approaching. Lily was more scared then ever. This wouldn't be her first time so by now she was used to the pain. But Newt wasn't and she knew she couldn't do anything for him other than go through it with him.
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Post by codi on Nov 24, 2010 22:17:30 GMT -5
A moment passed and nothing was said, he knew she couldn't come up with anything. He wouldn't be able to either...His eyes shot opened and scanned the shadowed grass when his body temperature started spiking. It was higher than it ever has been before. His heart rate shot up then, without warning, pain. Pain coursed through his veins causing Newt to grit his teeth; his breath short and rapid. Soon the pain over powered his movement causing him to become paralyzed. All he could do was scream through the intense pain but screaming didn't ease it....not like he thought it might. It was fire.
Newt felt his bones begin shifting and cracking into different places, clothing ripping and shredding. He figured this is what it felt like sky diving when the parachute won't come out and then falling to the ground to hear and feel all the bones crushing. His screaming didn't ease up until the transformation was almost complete....now, his breaths where long and heavy. His body gave a sudden shiver...then...a wolf larger than then normal wolf was laying on the ground. Newt didn't remember the transformation or much of anything for that mater.....All he knew was that he was a wolf...a hungry wolf.
The wolf huffed before sitting himself up. He shook his head to clear some ringing that his ears were hearing. Then he stood on all fours and whipped his tail once before looking around, he could smell another wolf. He became curious. When his eyes landed on a white wolf he tilted his head and perked his ears....blinked once then looked to the moon which was hiding through the trees...he knew it was there though...He raised his head and howled.
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