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Post by anastasia90 on Nov 16, 2010 20:06:20 GMT -5
Ana looked at Edward with big eyes. "No, you can't leave. If you leave I swear I will hunt you down and glue myself to your arm so you can't leave again." SHe said with a wide smile as she spit the joke out. She had to lighten the mood somehow. Joking seemed like the best way to do it. But really, Edward couldn't leave her. Ana wouldn't let him leave without a fight. She was a mess without him there. What would she do if he was gone and she got into trouble. Esme would lecture her. Her siblings would tell herself to get out of the bind herself. Edward was her only other option. He was her first choice when asking for help. He normally did without asking. She liked that. He only pried when need be. She got at least some privacy.
Anastasia gripped Edward as best she could with the pain she was in. They were in the house quick and he set her down to go lock up. She didn't understand why he did it. Any vampire could just bust through. Humans too if they used force. But she didn't ask questions and went to sit at the dining room table in one of the chairs. She waited for him to return and when he did he asked to see.
Ana nodded and took her shirt off to reveal a black tank top underneath that clung to her body like a second layer of skin. It was kind of low cut with a little bit of lace on the neckline. She looked over to look at her own shoulder and could tell it was already changing a rainbow of colors. This was going to be really painful. SHe looked up at Edward and smiled. "Well, on the bright side. I helped you by hurting myself. I can live with that." sHe joked. She had to at least get him to smile or something. Because this was going to be a bitch to fix. |
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Post by edwardcullen on Nov 16, 2010 22:09:10 GMT -5
"No, you can't leave. If you leave I swear I will hunt you down and glue myself to your arm so you can't leave again."
"Well, on the bright side. I helped you by hurting myself. I can live with that." "It's not broken. Just severely bruised. But will hurt like hell I'd imagine. Hold on..." He dashed out of the room once again and grabbed an ice pack out of the freezer and dashed back as he placed it on her very badly hurt shoulder. "Ana, what you said in the forest. You can't. My life is spoken for. I'll forever be a Volturi. There's no going back now. When I made that deal I might as well been making the deal with the devil to hand my soul over. Cause that's how it looks. I saved some one. She will forever live happily until she's old and frail all because of me. And she doesn't know." Bella had no idea that he had been the one to save her life. He couldn't tell her either. Hell he was forbidden to see her. If he did see her then it would mean her death. And Edward was not going to let that happen. No matter how much he knew he did for her and she was clueless. Maybe one day he would be able to tell her everything. But for now, he was not able to step ten feet from her house, with out the wolves knowing. Even though the area was indeed Cullen territory, Edward figured that Jake just didn't give a damn...
He pressed pressure on the ice pack for his sister. She would see right through him without even being a mind reader. They just had that close of a connection with each other. He couldn't believe he was stable enough to be around Ana now. But he was trying. She knew he didn't want to be a monster. She even believed him. He was so gald there was some one in this family now that he could relate to. And talk to. With out walking away or even ignoring him when he really needed some one. He would turn to her. She was his baby sister. And always would be. He loved her so much. That if he lost her he would not be able to live on...She didn't know what she meant to him. She was his best friend now a days. He had his wife...But the she was just the love of his life. He was running low in friends. Their other sibs were not the same with him. Edward knew. And none of them had to say it out loud for him to know what they were really thinking about him. Ana actually as the only one keeping him in this family...She was the only one she looked forward to seeing when he came to visit them. Sure the others were happy to some point. But other than that it was not the same...
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Post by anastasia90 on Nov 16, 2010 23:00:43 GMT -5
Ana nodded. The ice he put on it helped, but only so much but the pressure made her wince. "Should we call Carlisle? Just to get his opinion. I don't want to find out it is more serious than we thought and my arm be fucked up for the rest of my life. That and he would probably know what I should take for the damn pain." Anastasia wasn't used to pain. She had a low tolerance for it. Ana was a small fragile girl. She messed herself up easily. She also got sick easy as well. So the fact that she lived with vampires who didn't get sick helped that but it only endangered her injury problem. She had been hurt more in this house than her whole life. It was like a curse and a blessing all at once.
Ana had to sigh and close her eyes. "Edward, I feel like an outsider here. I don't belong. No one really likes me.The only person holding me in this house is Esme and Carlisle. If it wasn't for them I would leave because your hardly here too. I want out of here." Ana spoke softly. "I wish you didn't have to be a Volturi goon. I hardly know anything about them and I already know they are bad news and definitely don't fit your persona. You don't belong there." She spoke simply. She was probably babbling. SHe was trying to keep her mind off of the pain coursing throughout her body that begun in her shoulder. She really needed to learn how to not injure herself. It would save her a lot of trouble in the long run. That was for sure. |
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Post by edwardcullen on Nov 17, 2010 2:07:31 GMT -5
"Should we call Carlisle? Just to get his opinion. I don't want to find out it is more serious than we thought and my arm be fucked up for the rest of my life. That and he would probably know what I should take for the damn pain."
Edward smiled at her and shook his head no at her. That there was no need to call Carlisle. Because if she did more she would be pratically in tears and screaming in pain that it hurts! And she was not doing that. "Edward, I feel like an outsider here. I don't belong. No one really likes me.The only person holding me in this house is Esme and Carlisle. If it wasn't for them I would leave because your hardly here too. I want out of here." Edward continued to help her with her bruise as he listened to her quietly. "You're too young. Beside's Esme would say no in a heart beat..." "I wish you didn't have to be a Volturi goon. I hardly know anything about them and I already know they are bad news and definitely don't fit your persona. You don't belong there."
"You need rest....Hold on to me...." He knew her shoulder was not broken. He picked her up bridal style and carried her easily upstairs then to her bed room....The thought of what she just said stuck with him....He knew she would be able to walk and all. But he figured she was just too weak to try and walk up those stairs. He was just being a sweet brother he was with her and he sat on the edge of her bed as he knelt down again...And looked her over. "I'm going to take a shower alright...I suggest you try to as well....I'll be back...." He kissed his sister on the fore head and left her alone...
He walked in to his bed room and grabbed some fresh clothes...All in all he was thinking about what she said to him. He couldn't let that go. Volturi Goon... He looked himself in the mirror....This was not the first time he was called one of their goons. And this was not the first time he felt defeated...He wanted to take away all he could take away. And let it be like it was before. Maybe Ana would be meeting Bella if nothing had happened. But that was not going to happen now. Edward got in another shower down the hall way and took his shower as he did he let the gasoline rush off his skin. He was so feeling bad for what his sister went through today. He could understand why she felt like she did not belong here either. But she had to give this place a chance...Her mother loved her. And Edward would be there for her as promised. As he finished his shower he got out of the bathroom in fresh new clothes....He walked into her bed room again to see if she was alright.....
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Post by anastasia90 on Nov 17, 2010 4:15:33 GMT -5
Ana sighed. Yes, Esme was the problem. "I'm seventeen. Besides, my birthday is in a few months. Then I will be eighteen and a legal adult." She really wished she could be somewhere else, or at least to stay with Edward. She couldn't be here with Rose and Jasper always on her. Nowadays she only came out of her room if the twins were gone.
Ana held onto him as he took her up to her room. She sat with him as he spoke. She nodded when he said he needed a shower. sHe needed one too. The dirt and grime from being on the ground stuck to her skin and made her feel like her skin was crawling. When he left the room she walked to her closet and pulled out a pair of Aeropostale sweatpants and a loose fitting white tank top to keep pressure off her shoulder.
The bathroom that was dubbed hers was just across from her room. SHe was at the end of the hall and no one else had rooms on that end. She was isolated over here and she liked it that way. She walked in and set her clothes on the counter and undressed. She turned to look at the bruise in the mirror and swore softly as she could see the kaleidoscope of colors across her skin. Yeah, Esme would definitely ask what had happened when she saw this.
Before climbing in the tub, Anastasia let the water warm and turned the shower nozzle on. Steam rose and she locked the door before climbing underneath the water. A long string of loud swears followed as the water began beating down on the bruise where the skin was super tender. She could feel the tears springing to her eyes ans she doubled over and knelt down in pain letting herself cry. It hurt for damn sure.
Ana cleaned of quickly being more careful on her shoulder.She turned the water off and dried off as best she could before dressing. Her hair fell around her in wet curls that was slightly straightened by the water that they had just been holding making her hair more wavy than anything. She unlocked the door and wiped her eyes to rid herself of any tears that had stayed there. SHe then walked across the hall and back into her room where Edward was already waiting for her. "I didn't know you were already done." She spoke softly as she turned to put her dirty clothes in the basket in the corner to be washed. She turned to look at him, wincing when her hair hit her bruise. Deciding it was best, she pulled her hair up into side ponytail on the other side of her head so that her hair was forced to not touch the bruise. But now it was fully visible to anyone that looked at it. |
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Post by edwardcullen on Nov 17, 2010 20:31:54 GMT -5
"I'm seventeen. Besides, my birthday is in a few months. Then I will be eighteen and a legal adult." "I didn't know you were already done." "Didn't take me long....How about yourself? Feel better?" He asked as he looked at her bruise again. He saw her stains were tears fell. As he wiped away the left of tear drops. A human could not hide how she was really feeling any way. Not from a vampire. Edward was worried about her. That she was in emotional pain and not physical. He then grabbed a blanket off her desk chair and wrapped it around her. She was safe. That's all that mattered. And if she was still in pain then he would have no choice but to take her to the hospital. He was no doctor. And then he just walked over to her desk and sat in her leather chair.
"Ana, you're my sister. I can't help but make sure you are alright. I can't sleep, so if you need my guard tonight, then I'd be honored to stay here with you..." He was going to keep her safe rather she liked it or not. He was a Volturi Guard after all....But this was not really what that meant. He was guarding some one. Some one that was human. "I can't tell you what you should and should not do. But, if you left think about what it would do to Esme...You're acting like as soon as you are 18 you're out of here...Just think about your mother...She loves you. And trust me she does love you. When I showed her to you, that was a good day for her. She was so happy to see you and wanted you part of the family at once...So don't leave her....You would break her if you do. She is a good mother. We all love her. She was my mother the minute I was changed and I learned my real mother died. She was the one that help me when I wanted to cry and couldn't. I don't know what I would do with out her love....And she loves you..." |
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Post by anastasia90 on Nov 17, 2010 21:52:15 GMT -5
Ana looked at the bruise that was growing darker against her pale skin. She sighed. "It hurts like a bitch. Hurts worse than a bitch. Every movement i make with my arm sends pain through my neck and into my head. But it can't be broken if I can still use it right?" She was kind of surprised he hadn't heard her swears in the shower. The water hitting it had felt like needles being jabbed down into it. It sucked ass. "That is the last time I try to fight. I obviously suck if I hurt myself more than him." She said with an exasperated sigh before sitting down cross legged on her bed.
Ana had to smile. Edward sometimes said the funniest stuff. "What moron would attack a house full of Vampires. By the time I go to bed there is normally at least four people here. But if it will make you feel accomplished be my guest. Just don't laugh at me because apparently I talk in my sleep. I would probably hold a conversation with you too." She smiled. SHe had heard about that from her mom. SHe had always talked in her sleep from the time she was a toddler. Her mom would have conversations with her without realizing she was asleep. Ana never remembered any of it. But she was worried about one thing. She had nightmares. Nightmares mostly from the night her parents were killed. If Edward knew, that would upset him. sHe didn't want that.
Ana looked away and pulled the blanket closer to her skin. SHe winced again as it pressed against her shoulder. "Damn it." sHe swore towards the pain. "I don't want to leave Esme. I don't but I also know that If I am here, Rose, Emmett, Jasper, Alice, and Rynnie will leave. What is five compared to one? I have to look at the bigger picture. I am costing her more by staying here. And i think it would be a sacrifice worth making." ANa spoke the true thoughts in her head. sHe never masked anything around Edward. She couldn't when he could read minds. It defeated the purpose. So she never kept anything from him. He was the only one she let her guard down around. He was special like that. |
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Post by edwardcullen on Nov 18, 2010 2:31:38 GMT -5
"It hurts like a bitch. Hurts worse than a bitch. Every movement I make with my arm sends pain through my neck and into my head. But it can't be broken if I can still use it right?"
"Hold on...I'll see if I can't get a hold of Carlisle..." He pulled out his cell phone and started to call Carlisle. But when he did all he got was a voice mail...And Edward left his father a message to call him the minute got this voice mail...He was no doctor. And now Ana was worried about her shoulder. It could very well be broken...He was smart but Edward did not hold a doctors degree...."Damn it...Where is he when you need him...?" Edward said flatly annoyed....
"What moron would attack a house full of Vampires. By the time I go to bed there is normally at least four people here. But if it will make you feel accomplished be my guest. Just don't laugh at me because apparently I talk in my sleep. I would probably hold a conversation with you too."
"I'd be glad to hold a conversation with you. At least I knew you'd be safe...." Edward said as he still sat in her chair. "Damn it." "I don't want to leave Esme. I don't but I also know that If I am here, Rose, Emmett, Jasper, Alice, and Rynnie will leave. What is five compared to one? I have to look at the bigger picture. I am costing her more by staying here. And i think it would be a sacrifice worth making." "I'm not your mother. I'm not even your real brother. But I can't hold you hostage because it'll be good for you...I just wish this worked with the Volturi...If it did, I'd be out of that hell hole in a heart beat!" He felt better talking around Ana. He could say any thing around her and she would not judge him. He was amazed at how well she acted around the one that wanted her blood.
This was kinda like history repeating itself. But Edward was not going to let the same thing happen to his sister. He hurt Bella so many times...Maybe this was his chance to make up for all the wrong he did to Bella. For all the pain he caused her. "I can tell you any thing and you do not judge...I could tell you I killed yesterday and you would keep it a secret for me...You're an amazing sister...Even the others are splitting. No one wants to stay together because of me....It's not you Ana...I destroyed this family...If they all leave I'm sure they would look right at me when they do..."
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Post by anastasia90 on Nov 18, 2010 3:54:15 GMT -5
Anastasia had faith in her brother. She knew he would take care of her whether he could get a hold of Carlisle or not. She leaned over to the other side and winced as she laid down. But this way she was a little more comfortable and she could still see Edward from her position. When Edward swore Ana smiled. "He might be with a patient. You never know. Some emergency could have came up and he left his phone in his office. Shit happens right?" She tried. She didn't want to worry him. Yeah her shoulder hurt, but she could wait. "I think there is a bottle of Tylenol in the medicine cabinet and a cup in my bathroom. That would take the edge off of it at least." She spoke with a smile. It had taken Ana too long to lay down and it had hurt doing it. She din't want to have to try to get up because that would require pressure on her arm.
Ana nodded. "I would hate to find out the conversation later though. For all I know we could end up talking about boys and hot actors or something. That would be awkward to say the least." She joked with a slight giggle. She could at least try to lighten the mood a little. She had gotten them into this mess, she could at least help make the best of it.
Ana had to smile. "Technically, it wouldn't be holding me hostage if I went willingly." She spoke being her smart alec self yet again. "But really Edward. I would rather be wherever you are than here with people that would rather see me dead which Rose and Jasper have both expressed to me in front of Esme. So what choice do I really have? I have to keep myself alive right?" She asked. Yeah, she knew Edward had wanted to eat her himself on many an occasion, but she at least knew he wouldn't intentionally kill her because he wanted to. That wasn't how he was.
"Why would I judge you? Everyone makes mistakes. I know I mess up. So who am I to judge your mistakes?" She offered with a smile. But she couldn't look at him when she commented on the second part of it. "If they leave, I think we both can take the blame for it. They aren't thrilled with either of us. So maybe we can be black sheep together." She offered with a smile as she finally met his eyes again. They really were twins, yet not at the same time. It was crazy the amount they had in common. Scary really. |
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Post by edwardcullen on Dec 4, 2010 14:08:03 GMT -5
"He might be with a patient. You never know. Some emergency could have came up and he left his phone in his office. Shit happens right?" "I think there is a bottle of Tylenol in the medicine cabinet and a cup in my bathroom. That would take the edge off of it at least." Edward did as she wanted and went to get the Tylenol and a glass of water for her...As he came back he placed them on her night stand....And smiled...."I hope that helps..." He said as he leaned down and rubbed her fore head a moment and pulled away so she could take her meds....."I would hate to find out the conversation later though. For all I know we could end up talking about boys and hot actors or something. That would be awkward to say the least." Edward let out a laugh...And just smiled at that. "Teenager girl topics....Blah!" He teased her....He loved teasing her...She knew though he didn't mean any thing by it though....She was his sister...."Technically, it wouldn't be holding me hostage if I went willingly." "But really Edward. I would rather be wherever you are than here with people that would rather see me dead which Rose and Jasper have both expressed to me in front of Esme. So what choice do I really have? I have to keep myself alive right?" "Why would I judge you? Everyone makes mistakes. I know I mess up. So who am I to judge your mistakes?" "If they leave, I think we both can take the blame for it. They aren't thrilled with either of us. So maybe we can be black sheep together."
Edward knew she needed sleep. She has had a rough night and that was enough...."Enough talking, take your pills and get some sleep....I won't let any thing hurt you I promise you...." He leaned down kissed her on the fore head as he walked out of the room then and shut her bed room door. He knew she was safe now. That guy would not be coming here...He was not that stupid, at least Edward hoped...He'd have a small group of vampires to deal with if he had....Edward felt bad for his sister....He knew that she thought he was the good guy....But the mistakes he's made made him not....He was the bad guy out of the family here...who would've thought....? He's hurt these people to many times...He had to leave this house and get back to Italy now...He walked to his bed room and started packing. He was scared though that his sister would get his bad vibe and follow her to his room...He knew how she was. He loved her though. He had to leave before she found out. Maybe those pills would knock her out long enough for him to leave....He hated this....He looked down at the bracelet she made him and he sighed...He hated having to do to the one person he promised he would never harm...And here he was hurting her by leaving with out telling her...He honestly didn't want to do this....But he was a Volturi Member, they were not known for emotions. But, Edward was a unique member....He had emotions and he had another family...He was going to make sure none of them were ever harmed by his hands ever again and he was going to leave them for good and take on the Volturi name....
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Post by anastasia90 on Dec 7, 2010 18:42:49 GMT -5
Ana smiled and took the Tylenol with a sip of the water. She smiled at Edward softly. "Thank you." She spoke softly. Edward was the closest person she had. SHe couldn't think of what would happen if she lost him. She would fall apart. He was her best friend. She always went to him with her problems. So if Edward left, she would feel alone. She would have no one to help her, comfort her, to keep her alive.
Ana had to laugh. "Oh come on Edward. You know a lot of the girls at school think your hot. Locker room gossip is funny to listen to." sHe smiled. She was teasing him for the most part but there were several girls that had crushes on her brother.
When he kissed her forehead she smiled softly and laid down on her bed. The pills were starting to kick in. It was the PM version of Tylenol so it made you drowsy. She nodded and pulled her blanket up. Her eyes were closed before he even left the room.
The dream she began to have was of normal caliber. She was in the forest. It was raining and she was drenched. But then she heard movement. To her right there was the guy from before pointing a gun at her. On the other side was Olivia, the red headed vampire from the school. In front of her was Athenadora. Then she looked behind her. It was a giant werewolf. Fear coursed through her body. they came at her, charging. The gun went off and a bullet pierced her stomach making the vampires charge faster. Their bites stung and burned and then the wolf started clawing at her. She began to scream in pain and that scream carried out to come from her lips as she slept in bed, her body tensed and her eyes clenched shut with a look of pain and fear on her face. |
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Post by edwardcullen on Dec 8, 2010 12:00:06 GMT -5
"Oh come on Edward. You know a lot of the girls at school think your hot. Locker room gossip is funny to listen to."
The thought of that made him laugh. What was he doing? She was in no state to be alone right now. He was the only one here for her right now. He couldn't leave her. Not now. He was going to be there for some one and that some one was going to be Ana...She's never given any sign of hatred or disappointment towards him. His heart was on a brink with this family though. But as long as he had Ana to come back and see it was better than nothing. But he loved Ana with all his damned soul could carry. As long as he knew she was human he would be there for her. Even when and if she was not....He was always there when she needed him...
He sneaked back into her bed room and sighed as she was still asleep so he curled up on the other side of the bed beside her to just stay there for her. That guy in the woods earlier scared him half to death. Edward had more enemies in Forks than any where else it seemed. No matter where he went some one wanted to kill him. He had to get out of here. But as long as he was on vacation he had no choice but to stay here. He was only here for Ana. No one but Ana seemed to understand why he did what he did for Bella Swan. She was the only one not being judgmental. He leaned the back of his head against the head board and sighed. It was not the first time he was in bed with a human. His mind wandered to the past as he sat there. He had to let that happen...
He could remember it like it was yesterday...The way Bella slept on his chest. And some times she would just lay there on top of him. Despite that he was ice cold. He stared out at the wall in front of him and sighed as he had laid his hand on his chest so some thing was there...He let his chest go up and down. As he listened to Ana's breathing while she slept...He looked over at her and sighed. He was ready to leave her and he knew despite every thing he could not do that to his sister....
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Post by anastasia90 on Dec 8, 2010 17:57:16 GMT -5
The nightmare had her terrified. She started crying, her cries transferring to the real world. She mumbled something like hlep and please, but to a human it was unintelligible. To a vampire, they would know what she said. The werewolf slashed and caught Athenadora, she then turned on the wolf and attacked it as she was angered the creature touched her. Olivia continued to bite and drink from her. The man, he shot her twice more, once in the leg, once in the arm. Eva was in pain, she was dying and in pain.
"Edward." She murmured softly, her brows knit together. She needed help. The dream felt so real. She didn't know what to do. Where was her family? Where was everyone? She was out in the woods dying and no one was there to help. She let out another scream of pain, this one breaking through her dream and making her scream as she laid in the bed sleeping. |
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Post by edwardcullen on Dec 9, 2010 1:29:08 GMT -5
She dreamed heavily. He was there for her though. She mumbled 'Help me....' He wanted to help her. But it was her dream. What could he do? She screamed out then and he gave a very sad expression. He moved close to her in her bed and draped his strong arm over her side and grabbed her hand in his. And squeezed. He knew she was having a very bad night mare. He had to wake her up. "Edward." That made him feel like he had no choice but to wake her up. He could see her dreams in her mind. And at that point he knew he had to wake her up!
"Ana!" He started to shake her a bit to wake her up! He couldn't see her in fear like this. Even if it was just a dream. It was a horrible one. He hated having this curse. He wished he had not seen what she was seeing in her mind...It was even gruesome for him to see....But he had seen it none the less. "Ana! I'm here, wake up!" He urged her to as he shook her more. He knew that it might take a minute to get her to stop screaming. He's not seen this bad of a case since Bella....Bella used to have horrible night mares. But, Edward could not read her mind, like he could Ana's....He gave her all the attention he could and pulled her close to him...He was so worried about her. He could understand why she had a hatred for vampires...Her parents were killed by them...He should know, he watched....
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Post by anastasia90 on Dec 10, 2010 16:35:35 GMT -5
Ana couldn't decipher from reality and dream. THe pain felt so real. It was making it harder for her to wake up. She could feel Edward shaking her and holding her, but she fought back as she thought it was Olivia. She squinched up her face as she fought back tears and tried to break free. She had to stay alive, needed to stay alive. Edward wouldn't forgive himself if she died. sHe couldn't let that happen.
It was then she heard Edward's voice. SHe looked around, but couldn't find him. He wasn't in the dream. sHe fought harder, willing herself to wake up. SHe needed to open her eyes. Then the scene started to fade and her eyes adjusted to see the room around her and the cold arms around her. SHe stopped struggling and buried her face in Edward's chest. SHe cried for a minute not saying a word. Her arms wrapped around his waist and she laid there. When she finally calmed down she looked up at him. "Sorry." sHe whispered. She felt bad because he seemed worried. SHe didn't like to worry him. |
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