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Post by edwardcullen on Nov 17, 2010 16:00:20 GMT -5
"I love you too." "Help me out here." He saw her go for his jeans. As he helped her take them off then and threw them on the floor. As he saw her sexy, lacy, cute under wear. He didn't want to rip the apart. But he knew what she was thinking. So he took his fingers and ripped them apart. He would buy her another pair. "No worries darling. I'll buy you a phone and some more of these..."
He said smiling as he twirled the panties in his fingers before he threw them on the floor...He was so wanting what lied ahead for him. He needed this. Cause the Volturi was dragging him all over the place...He never got to just sit and relax. Until now. He turned his cell phone off before this started. And he knew Brooke would be pleased with that. That she would have a night with him all to herself...
He smiled as he looked up at her in her eyes. "How's that?" He asked her as he was now pantless....He knew what was in her mind. And now that she completely stripped he pushed himself inside her. Without hesitation the moment she got his pants completely off. This was the first time to be together like this since they were married. He never gave her the proper honeymoon. He felt bad about that. "I'm so sorry, for screwing up the honeymoon...I know how much you wanted one...If they hadn't called I wouldn't have left..." He gave her a small sigh as he looked her in the eyes. He just pushed himself farther inside her. As he groaned out a bit.
For being dead he sure felt what love felt like. And he loved it. It was ironic being a vampire...You can't feel certain things...But feeling this was some thing that seemed to be a 'must to have'...It was a must have. The bad part about it was. That if your mate left you or if they were killed, you in return felt ten times worse than you could ever imagine. Edward didn't want to go through that again. He's already went through that with Bella...If Brooke did that to him he would no longer have a purpose to be here...He was drowning the day Bella left him until he met this wonderful woman he was making love to.... |
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Post by edwardcullen on Nov 17, 2010 18:43:45 GMT -5
"A phone and lingerie are not on my mind right now." He smiled at her as he raised one eye brow and smiled a smirk at her. "Darling, that doesn't matter right now. You missed a honey moon. Trust me you're making up for it." Another smile spread across his lips. As he was kissed passionately by his wife. His life was certainly turning out for the better. Well, to him it seemed. To everyone else...That was different. He didn't care right now though about everyone else. All he cared about was who he was with. He beloved wife. And when she moaned out when the thrust happened he could not help bit grunt as well...She was so amazing that she could make him feel this way. Which she was not even forcing her power on him. He was in love with her. Really in love with her.
"All that matters is you..."
He smiled again. How could any one see that she was a mistake? The way she loved to shower her love all over him. And he knew for a fact that she was not using her power on him. Why would she when she? When really deeply loved her. And yes, as of now on this night, all he could think about was his wife that he was loving. He was amazed that she was able to put up with him. "And all that matters is you too..." He replied back. And that was not a lie. There was no one else in his mind at this moment. Man she was good at her job. "Would it please you to know that all I'm thinking about is you?" He slipped into her mind then and heard her think that there was no possible way she was leaving him...He smiled sweetly at her. It was easy on his own mind that all he could hear were only her thoughts and no one else... |
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Post by BROOKE KNIGHT on Nov 17, 2010 21:46:32 GMT -5
Brooke was at a loss for words for a second, sure he knew what was in her head right now. Her mind was filled with him and only him. It pleased her to know end to know his thoughts were fully on her, though she had no true way of knowing she fully trusted him not to lie to her. "It will please me to no end." she finally said before her lips crashed into his and she kissed him passionately, moaning into his mouth slightly, biting his bottom lip gently.
She wondered if he knew what he did to her, how he made her feel. How badly she needed him in every aspect. How much she craved for his affection more than she ever had for any man. Thinking back she remembered how independent she was during her courtship with Luther, how she could go without his attention for awhile. But here she wasn't that independent at all, she was forced to be by her husbands frequent calls but when she was with him she was all over him. Some desperate side to her needed him more than anything.
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Post by edwardcullen on Nov 17, 2010 23:51:43 GMT -5
"It will please me to no end."
He smiled again. And brighter. As he heard her moan in his mouth during the kiss. But he stopped kissing the moment he thought about the possibility of him leaving her forever...For instance if he was killed. "I know what you're thinking. Nothing is going to happen to me. So stop worrying..." If he only knew the future. At least Alice was not there egging him on about what could possibly happen. So as far as he was concerned nothing was going to happen.
They would live their lives the way they choose it. "And it's alright. To want me as badly as you want me right now. Baby, you have me. Right here, right now. Enjoy it. The only thing I regret is that I can't give you what you desire..." She would know what he was talking about. A baby. A baby from her own womb. He hated himself for not being able to do that for her. He could make love to her but getting her pregnant was out of the question. He pushed deeper inside her.
As he returned the kiss and let his tongue wrap around her own. While letting his hands find their way to her breasts as he placed his hand there and softly massaged them...He wanted to end that burning desire she so longed to feel. And he was trying so hard for her. |
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Post by edwardcullen on Nov 18, 2010 21:47:26 GMT -5
'I love you.' He smiled again. As the kissed deepened when their embrace was tighter. He never thought this was even possible. For him to feel this kind of love from another other than Bella. Was amazing. His eyes fell upon hers as they kissed passionately. But to only close them again when he let go of the kiss as his lips landed on the back of her lower shoulder. As his arms made their way to her torso letting his fingers dance across her belly button. For a split second he looked into her eyes as he lifted his head up and gave her one his most loving looks he could ever give a woman. All the while letting his thrusts continue inside her. Everything about her, he was in love. She was perfect in every inch of her being. He knew she probably thought that she was the most ugliest thing in the world. All vampires thought that every once in a while didn't they?
What was there to say? She said it all with her own emotions and gestures. She didn't have to say to where she spoke it through her mouth. He knew all along with his ability. He hated his ability at some point. But tonight he was not caring about it. All he cared about was being with her in her arms and making love to her. She thought he was good at distracting her mind? He heard that plain and clear and just let out a soft groan to fill her ears with then as the thrusts got a bit more powerful. He made loud kissing sounds as he kissed her shoulder again and made his way down ward slowly. While his arms cascaded down wards to her sides...Still in the middle of thrusting as well. He moved her in a different position. As he sweetly leaned her on the bed, with her head facing the end of the bed. As he kisses her neck gently. With the sheet wrapped all around their legs...His own chest pressed against hers...He knew she loved being on top...But he wanted that for a change....
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Post by edwardcullen on Nov 18, 2010 23:32:24 GMT -5
He never fought the urge with her as his fingers found her arm. And they cascaded down in a dancing sorta way. Finding her own fingers along the way. Wrapping his own finger in with hers. And squeezing them tight. He knew there was no way he was letting her go now. There was not a day that went by he did not think about her. He was trying as hard as possible to make up for that honey moon he screwed up so badly with her. He looked up at once again and smiled his sweet loving smile at her. All they had was their love to make it in this crazy world. And that was enough. He continued to make his moves on her though all night long.....
Hours later.....
He laid his head on her chest with his arm hugging her stomach...His leg rested on top of hers under the sheets....He was far from tired. He knew she was as well. But they made love til the sun came up. And it was indeed peeping through the shaded blinds. Edward looked at the clock on the night stand. Five am. He returned his head on her chest and exhaled. That was another thing she made him do...Exhale. Even though he did not need to. He lay like this with her til the end of time. For once he was at peace and she would realize...He for once was the one that felt safe. Safe in her arms. What would he do with out her? "I love you..." He said softly.... |
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Post by BROOKE KNIGHT on Nov 19, 2010 20:19:06 GMT -5
Brooke's arms were wrabbed around her husband gently; one had swept though his hair lightly while the other scratched his upper back very softly. The sun was peeking in on them slightly, lighting up the room just a bit, not that she couldn't see as it was. She shut her eyes and breated in her husband's scent. Her mind wandered and thought about the two of them, how they had spent their time. She smiled a little, "I love you, too." she told him softly.
Her mind continued to wander for awhile, then finally it hit a scene that involved Bella, not what Brooke had been expecting to pop up in her head after the hours the two had spent having sex. But that wasn't just it. Her mind continued to play these scenes of Bella and Edward. 'He will never love you like that! You are just a replacement for someone he truly oves!' that voice returned again, the one that hadn't made an appearance since their wedding had returned. It was the voice of her step mother.
Brooke visibly fliched before shooting up off the bed, escaping from Edward's grip and finding her bra and locating a new pair of underwear in her drawers. She put them on and ran to the bathroom at vampire speed, slamming and locking the door behind her. "Snap out of it Brooke Marie Knight...." She muttered to herself as she looked in the mirror. Still the voice went on as all Brooke saw in her head was Edward kissing Bella.
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Post by edwardcullen on Nov 20, 2010 2:59:28 GMT -5
"I love you, too." He smiled to himself as he loved to hear her say that to him. He sighed as be breathed in. She must have had her mind closed off. Cause he did not hear a thing in her mind...He thought it was just she didn't really have much to think about. But what she did next actually surprised him. He was lifted up half way off the bed when she got up. As he saw her grab her under garments and never looked back him the way she had just slammed the bath room door...It worried him...He eased on his boxers and walked slowly to the bath room door and placed his hand flat on the door.
"Brooke....Honey? Please talk to me."
He asked lightly and sweetly at her as he possibly could. He knew she was having trouble with some thing. He wasn't stupid. He leaned his fore head against the door and sighed. "Let me help you...What ever I said...What ever I did....I'm sorry...." He actually had no idea what he said or did to make her this way. Honestly it was starting to scare him. That she was acting like this. He wanted to help her but as long as she was shutting him out what could he do? |
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Post by BROOKE KNIGHT on Nov 20, 2010 13:24:55 GMT -5
The sound of Edward's voice made Brooke jump, she hadn't been listening for him. Though despite her mental state deep down she knew he would follow her. She looked into the mirror and let out a sigh, "It's not you... You just married a crazy woman...." she muttered as she walked to the door and unlocked it for him. She then slid down a wall and sat in a corner.
"It just won't go away..." she muttered as she buried her head into her hands. "Right when I let myself be happy my thought process screws me over everytime..." she sighed heavily. She hated herself right now. "I'm sorry..." she muttered.
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Post by edwardcullen on Nov 20, 2010 13:55:52 GMT -5
"It's not you... You just married a crazy woman...." He then heard her walk over to the door and unlocked it as he eased himself inside the door, he saw her condition. As he walked over to her and crouched down and sat on the floor beside her as he pulled her close to him. How could she even think that about herself? She wasn't crazy to him at all. "But you're not. And I didn't..." He said softly. "I'm sorry..."
He sighed as he pulled her close to him and held on to her as they say in the corner of the bathroom on floor. He rubbed his fingers through her hair. "There's nothing to be sorry about. I love you. But you can't keep shutting me out. I'm always here for you. No matter what you are going through. Brooke, hey, you hear me? If any one in this room is crazy, it's me." He said lowly as he placed his chin on the top of her head. He was sorry that he could not help her. For once he was not able to read her mind. She had shut it off. It might surprise her that he didn't know what was bothering her. But he was not going to leave her. Didn't she know that? Didn't she know that he was here for her no matter what? He would die for her.....
He let his legs lay straight out on the floor in front of them as he held her in his lap. He was really sorry that he could not help her with what ever was bothering her. He hated to see her in pain so bad that it was killing every part of his very being. But she could rest to sure that while he was with her, no one would ever try and harm her. He didn't know what else to say to her. He was lost for words really. He was not good at this sorta thing. Though he tried as hard as he could to help her. He was here wasn't that enough? Would he ever be enough? "I'm here....Isn't that enough?" |
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Post by BROOKE KNIGHT on Nov 21, 2010 0:08:17 GMT -5
Brooke buried her face into her husband's chest, shutting her eyes tight as she willed her mind to let go of the mental images that haunted her. "You are enough... You're wonderful... I couldn't ask for more from you you... You're a great husband..." she said into his chest, it was muffled but he would be able to hear it all. "I am trying to be happy... Because I know you love me... but sometimes I let my guard down and then it slips... I thought of you and Bella all of the sudden... Then she made it worse..." she would be crying right now if it was possible. "I'm so sorry..." she said sadly. Her arms wrapped around him, she didn't want him to leave her despite how crazy she felt like she was.
Her mental images started to fade, as did the voice of the step mother. She didn't relax though, she was worried about what his reaction would be to this news, she was worried he would leave her for it. Her carefully cultivated menta barrier faded, leaving all her fears open to him.
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Post by edwardcullen on Nov 21, 2010 1:29:15 GMT -5
"You are enough... You're wonderful... I couldn't ask for more from you you... You're a great husband..." He closed his eyes tightly as he savored the what she had just said. As his head was still resting on top of hers. "I am trying to be happy... Because I know you love me... but sometimes I let my guard down and then it slips... I thought of you and Bella all of the sudden... Then she made it worse..."
Edward sighed. As he knew right off the bat that that meant her dead step mother. But the thoughts of him and Bella in her mind was enough to make him know she hadn't really fully trusted that he was completely hers yet...That scared him. But he was here for her. He loved her more than his own life...He would protect her and stay by her side as long as he had her like this....Loving and kind to him...Her thoughts were right...He needed love...And he choose her to love her....Not Bella. Bella broke him into pieces when she left. He didn't blame Brooke for that either.
He was the ass hole towards Bella...Bella had a right to leave....But there was always some thing Bella did not know what Edward had done for her...That he gave his life for her...Damn it why couldn't he stop thinking about her....? "I'm so sorry..." "I love you Bella..." There was some thing bound to happen sooner or later! He slipped just once and this was the time he had slipped. Brooke might put him in a choke hold or some thing. But Edward didn't know what he was saying. He was saying what was only in his own mind. Well, you couldn't help but wait for the time when he slipped. It was bound to happen. The thoughts of Bella consumed his mind more than he thought....But then his thoughts came back to his reality! Damn it! He said it in front of her....He said her name in front of his wife?! "Brooke....I...." Even being a vampire you made mistakes....He knew she would have his head!.....
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Post by BROOKE KNIGHT on Nov 21, 2010 2:42:43 GMT -5
Brooke froze suddenly, all motions came to a halt. Her nails dug into his back in a furious manner. He had just said the complete wrong thing at a totally wrong at the entirely wrong time. Tremors of anger ripped through her body, she shook violently as her nails dug deeper into his skin. The french vampire wasn't usually one to hurt others intentionally but when she got angry you better have fast reflexes and usually vampire reflexes were barely fast enough.
She pulled away from him and landed a swift right hook to his cheek before getting up and crossing the room. She gripped at the sink firmly until it finally came off the wall. A rational Brooke would have set it down and walked away. Unfortunately, however, Brooke was not rational right now and instead it got thrown in Edward's direction before she stormed away. Too bad for Edward again, she ripped the door off it's hinges and without a second thought that was thrown at Edward too. She then began to pack her things up.
"I'm done! I can't handle it if it's going to be like that! I let you in and then you tell me you love Bella! You expect me to be okay with that?! I don't care if it was a mistake or not but it's too much..." she said in an angered tone that grew sad at the end.
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Post by edwardcullen on Nov 21, 2010 15:33:51 GMT -5
As her nails dug into his back in a furious manner. He winced at the feeling...When her right hook hit him his head was snapped back wards so fast and hard that the back of his head slammed into the the wall behind them! What could he say to take it back?! Because he would take it back in a heart beat! He knew he did some thing very bad here...He started yelling back at her...."Brooke!! Don't!...Don't throw that!!" He had it coming, but the sink?! Landed right where he was sitting. He in a flash stood up to dodge the sink from hitting him....And when she tore the door off, he tried to dodge that...But he caught it before it landed right slamming on his face! And he threw it to the other wall opposite of him!
"I'm done! I can't handle it if it's going to be like that! I let you in and then you tell me you love Bella! You expect me to be okay with that?! I don't care if it was a mistake or not but it's too much..."
He grabbed a white t shirt of his that was hanging on a door hook and slipped it on as he rushed out to her..."Brooke! Stop!" He grabbed her hand to make her stop and look at him...He was tore up and sorry as hell he said what he said to her....But would she believe him? "Hey..Look at me! Please...The one time I slip and you're going to throw it all away? Brooke just...just listen to me...Please! Don't do this..." He begged her to stay. He couldn't even think of what would happen to him if Brooke left him....He was messed up...He was pathetic...Everyone knew that. He loved Brooke but she would always be apart of him....No one could change that. He had to change that. But it was so damned hard for him. He looked Brooke in the eyes...He didn't want her to go. Not like this. But if she did want to, he could not stop her. He would not hurt her any more....
Finally, Edward just backed away from her to give her room and leaned against a wall. He was scared that after what he said, she would throw a blow dryer or some thing at him. He was sorry, didn't she see that? His whole body was trembling...He was loosing it. He was loosing everything. Aro was right, he wouldn't be able to hold on to loved ones for very long considering what he was now...Was this the time to end it with Brooke or not? Edward was so confused and in pain. That he was ready to end his own life...But he was not about to tell Brooke that. She said she was done. She was finished...She was leaving. Who was he to stop her? He couldn't keep her here if she didn't want to be here....He was not like that. "If you leave me, I have no one..." His voice was trembling. He was so screwed now that it wasn't even funny. To her what he said, might sound like she was a replacement....He didn't know what to say with his emotions ripped in all kinds of directions as they were at the moment...
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Post by BROOKE KNIGHT on Nov 21, 2010 21:08:08 GMT -5
Brooke continued to pack, then she suddenly grabbed the blow dryer out of her bag and threw it. It crashed into the wall, just a few feet away from her husband's head. That one missed intentionally. It wasn't thrown in rage, it was thrown because she was hurt. She walked up to him and slapped him across the face, but the intensity of her force was decreased from her earlier punch. This hit was just enough to show him how much he hurt her.
"How dare you say that to me... You have an entire family, not just me. Your family stills loves you, no matter what you do." her voice was a little angered, "I have no one... My only friend is Olivia. If I leave you I truly have no one." She muttered before she walked away from him then.
"You tell me I am pushing you away... But if either of us is pushing the other away it is you pushing me away... Bella Swan will forever be one of our issues and I have accepted that..." She shut her eyes tight and hugged herself. "But I can't accept you screwing up and telling me you love her, especially when I am already torn up about simply imagining you in her arms...." she let out a sigh.
"Even if I wanted to go I couldn't... The sun is shining too much and I have no where to go anyway... I can't just show up on Liv's doorstep pathetically because my husband said he loved Bella... She'll just told me she told me so..." The French vampire muttered. She didn't want to leave, not like this. She loved him too much to just let him go like that. But she also wouldn't be able to just get over this like it was no big deal, he had after all admitted to her out loud that he loved the human girl of his past. She stayed quiet as she unpacked her bags slowly, there was nothing else she could say. Though it would take more than a few good hours in bed to make up for this mistake.
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