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Post by BROOKE KNIGHT on Oct 22, 2010 18:01:13 GMT -5
Brooke was pressed back into a tree with his arms around her. She thanked god he was attracted to her naturally. Sadly, however, she knew it wouldn't be enough to keep his attention for long. She let out a small burst of her power before she kissed his lips passionately.
Inwardly she hated herself for using her gift but on the outside she was being her usual self, just as sexual as she always was. But unlike how she was with most other people, with Edward she was soft. Her hands, though her arms were gripped by him, brushed against him softly.
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Post by edwardcullen on Oct 22, 2010 19:12:32 GMT -5
He wasn't doing this to hurt her as she was pressed against a tree and blocked from loosing his grip...He knew she didn't wanna let go of him any way. As he felt her lips in his then....He smiled as she kissed him...Kissing him like that was his weakness...
He had no idea though that she was now using her power on him. Even though he made her to promise to never do it again because he was in love with her any way....He knew if she had no choice she would use it.....He sighed out in a relieved sorta way as she did not pull away from him when he rubbed his arms up around her body....Not to mention bringing his lips to her neck and kissing her gently on that spot....As he trailed his fingers across her waist...After lifting her shirt up half way....
He knew that was her ticklish spot as well. She would have no choice but to buckle it down and just do what he wanted her to....But what he didn't know, was that she was using him with her power...But this was not at all rough....He even knew in his right mind she would never be rough with him unless he wanted it.... |
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Post by BROOKE KNIGHT on Oct 22, 2010 23:11:19 GMT -5
It was unlike Brooke to let men have their way with her. Yet she let Edward do whatever he wanted with her. She didn't like using her gift on him either, yet she continued using it. She let out a small laugh when his fingers brushed over her waist.
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A soft golden sun rose slowly above the trees. The pale light swept across the the forest floor as is peaked through the canopy of tall trees. Clothes of a young couple were spread haphazardly along the forest floor. The young looking female had a small frown across her features.
Brooke hated herself for what she had done. she had made the love of her life have sex with her and she hated every moment of it. She never thought someone who liked sex so much could hated it so badly for once but it this case it was true. She only hoped that him making love to her like that hadn't gone to a complete waste, she hoped the blood was out of his system from the past several hours of activity.
She picked up her underwear and slipped them on before pulling her tiny shorts on over them. Her bra was next and that was followed by her tank top. She put her hair back in high pony tail before her vest was picked up off the floor. she turned to face Edward as she buttoned it up slowly. "How are you feeling?" She asked him.
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Post by edwardcullen on Oct 22, 2010 23:26:41 GMT -5
"How are you feeling?"
He was already dressed....As he was sitting on a rock. not facing her. He was not happy with how this turned out. He was rather quiet. He didn't hate her....he hated himself...For even making her do some thing she hated. As he heard her ask that he got up off the rock and walked away from her. Not even looking at her....But he was drained now of human blood. He was back to normal. He was not craving the thirst any more. Her detraction worked on him definitely...But he walked a bit away from her. Not even looking at her. He was upset with himself that he had to make her do some thing she didn't wanna do with him....
He just stood there and leaned against a small, grassy hill......And sighed out loud...She should know how he was feeling...He hated himself. That he had gone as far as killing to protect some one he didn't have to protect....And that would probably raise her eye brow at him...That he was thinking about Bella still...But he wasn't...In all honesty he was not thinking of Bella when he killed that man...He was thinking of Brooke...No one else...He was so quiet as he stood there at the hill side....And felt the sun hit his face as it made his face sparkle in a few places as he placed his hands in his jacket and looked down.... |
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Post by BROOKE KNIGHT on Oct 22, 2010 23:44:00 GMT -5
Brooke watched him go, she couldn't say anything. 'He hates me... He hates me almost as much as I hate myself...' she thought as she watched him. Usually her thought were guarded around him, but right now she lacked the energy to do so so her mind was not an open book for him. She couldn't convince herself to follow him but her body wasn't listening. It wasn't ready for the pain he might bring to her because of what she had done, what she felt like she had no choice but to do.
'I'm so sorry I did this... I should have known better...' her mind repeated as she sank to the floor in defeat. 'Great job, Brooke. Now you will lose the only men you have cared about since Luther all because you can't keep your sluttiness down.' her mind seemed to be scolding her for her actions, in a voice that wasn't even hers. This loud yet strong voice was a mimic of how her stepmother would have scolded her. 'It's okay Brooke... He won't hate you. There is no way to hate you.' a soft male voice was heard. It could only belong to one man, Luther. 'But he does... And I don't blame him...' Brooke's voice echoed once more.
Brooke wasn't crazy, far from it. She heard her step mothers voice scolding her whenever she wasn't perfect though. And Luther's voice was always there to stop her negative thinking about herself. Presently the two voices went back and forth, which only made Brooke feel worse about herself.
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Post by edwardcullen on Oct 23, 2010 0:05:51 GMT -5
He knew she had no choice but to do what she had done to stop him from going off to kill again. For if he had, he would've been sentenced to death by the Volturi now more than last time. But he knew they would not kill him since he's just recently made a deal with them. They could not go against their deal either. Cause if they hurt him in any way, with out a good reason...The Cullens would not stop at nothing for revenge if Edward ended up dead in their hands....
Edward knew she had shut her own mind off to him. She was smart to. Because right now he didn't wanna hear another one's thoughts in his own head as he was trying to consume all that has happened to him the last hours...She was trying to help him for one....how could he hate her? He loved her any way....But he knew he made her promise not to do that to him not to use her power on him without him knowing...And when he found out what he had done...He was through with her as he was on top of her...That moment he knew he had done some thing he didn't have control over....And now he was standing alone leaning on a grassy, hill side with her in the back of him....But he could not hate him....If he wanted to tell her that it was alright...He was alright....Would she even believe him? Probably not...She probably thought all sorts of horrors in her mind right now...Like the thought of rape...But she didn't...And with out warning he turned back about to face her as he walked right up to her and wrapped his arms around her to pull her close to him...He didn't have to say any thing...She knew what he was feeling.... |
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Post by BROOKE KNIGHT on Oct 23, 2010 0:59:41 GMT -5
Brooke was pulled close and she rested herself into him. He meant the world to her and this action, though small, was significant. 'See... I told you he couldn't hate her.' The soft male voice in her head gloated softly. 'Oh shut up! She is just lucky this time! Any man in his right mind would hate her.' the loud female voice shouted. 'You're just jealous no one loves you like he loves her.' the male voice muttered.
'I'd appreciate it if you both got out of my head now...' Brooke said to the voice. 'Oh yes, of course. Just one more thing, enjoy your life with him... You mean a lot to him.' Luther's voice rang out before her thoughts fell silent. Brooke buried her head into Edward's neck and scooted closer until she was satisfied with how close they were. "I love you..." she said, finally breaking their silence, "And I am sorry for doing this to you...."
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Post by edwardcullen on Oct 23, 2010 1:14:07 GMT -5
"I love you..." "And I am sorry for doing this to you...."
"I love you to more than any thing in this world you know that darling....But, tell your play mates in your mind to keep it down huh?...Especially the one that was making my head hurt..." He was talking about the woman. He had no idea who these people were...Obviously people she knew in her past life...Maybe one of them was Luther...Or her father...And the other one he was not so sure about...But he couldn't help but let her know that hearing her thoughts were bad enough...
As he felt her bury her head in his neck he sighed at the feeling of her body next to him....He loves her with all the life he could call life....in him...And that was hopefully enough for her to realize that he was not mad at her at all for what she had done to him. At least it was her he did make love to and no one else..."I'm just glad it was you and no one else...." He replied low in her ear as he held her and wrapped his arms around her back and just held on to her....He rubbed his hand down her back to reassure her that he was alright with what she had done to save him becoming some thing he really didn't want to be.... |
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Post by BROOKE KNIGHT on Oct 23, 2010 1:31:49 GMT -5
Brooke let out a small laugh when he told her to keep the voices quiet. "Sorry... My step mother makes an appearance when I am feeling down." She told him lightly. "And Luther shows up to quiet her..." but they should behave themselves now... Sorry, I'm sure I seem crazy to you right now..." she muttered. She let out a small sigh, "I guess it could havebeen worse... But I am not sure of any other person who can do exactly what I do so I think we are safe there."
She let out small sound, it almost sounded like a small humming noise as his hands rubbed up and down her back. She kissed his neck for just a moment before lifting her head up to look at him. She offered him a small smile, her eyes showing her compassion for him. The undying compassion she had for him. She loved him with all of her being, she loved him more than she had loved anything, including her late husband. "We should plan our wedding mister..." she said softly.
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Post by edwardcullen on Oct 23, 2010 12:09:44 GMT -5
"Sorry... My step mother makes an appearance when I am feeling down." "And Luther shows up to quiet her..." Edward smiled. He just held on to her. The mind was a powerful thing. He knew. And did not judge her for having some kind of other world in there for her own pleasure or what ever she needed them for..."I guess it could have been worse... But I am not sure of any other person who can do exactly what I do so I think we are safe there."
He smiled weakly as he pressed his lips against her fore head. He was just happy that she didn't leave him alone. He missed having some one there for him. And she was filling that hole in his chest back up. "We should plan our wedding mister..." She said in her own sweet nature. He loved her deeply and compassionately. That he would do what ever he had to make sure she was safe. What did not know was that he was still going to protect her rather she was a vampire or not. She was a veggie vampire like he was and she surely did not need the Volturi imprinted on her. He was not going to let her get hurt. With her he was going to do things right for once...He knew what she did was out of love for him any way. "This last week away from you was enough to open my hole up again in my chest...But now that you are here with me...It's closed back. Have you decided what kind of wedding to have darling? Cause all you have to do is call and I'll be there..."
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Post by BROOKE KNIGHT on Oct 23, 2010 17:41:05 GMT -5
Brooke knew holes in the chest all too well. One had appeared in hers the second Edward had told her he wanted time apart. It was the same hole she had dealt with for the past week. She kept trying to fill it with anything she could think of but it never worked, and it was that very hole that had driven her to her most recent excursion with a human. And it was also the same exact hole that was gone now that she was in his arms. “I know what you mean…” She muttered as he kissed her forehead.
“I already told you that all I needed for my wedding was you at the end of the aisle.” She told him, “I really do mean that. You make me happier than I have ever been and calling you my husband would make it even better.”She kissed him lightly before she smiled at him. “Honestly, all I need is you. No big, fancy wedding. No large, overly expensive party.” She snuggled her head into his neck once more, “Just you.” She muttered.
A large wedding would be nice, and to the human Brooke it was a desire. But to the Brooke that had lived the past sixty-four years a huge wedding would be nice but not at all required. All she needed was the person she loved more than anything. The person who was holding her close right now was all she would ever need.
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Post by edwardcullen on Oct 23, 2010 18:34:24 GMT -5
“I know what you mean…” “I already told you that all I needed for my wedding was you at the end of the aisle.”
“I really do mean that. You make me happier than I have ever been and calling you my husband would make it even better.”
He smiled as she said that to him. And let her kiss him lightly before he released her...Now that all that blood was drained out of his system she didn't have to worry about him...Or do any thing she didn't wanna do..... “Honestly, all I need is you. No big, fancy wedding. No large, overly expensive party.” “Just you.” He just got that image in his mind as he smiled. But who would marry two vampires? Edward would have to ask Aro most likely for that help....But right now it was a nice image in his head as she was walking down the aisle....and right up to him as she takes his arm in hers and they begin the ceremony. He couldn't help but smile at that thought. She would most likely wonder why he was smiling so big and looking up at the sky....He was day dreaming after all....
He walked over to her and hugged her from behind. "I might have to ask Aro to help us....If you're okay with that...He'll be thrilled most likely....But I can convince him not a big ceremony...We understand each other...So it won't be hard to ask him...." He kissed her cheek and held on to her from behind as he trailed his hands around her torso and just hung on to her...."There is one person I will ask to attend though. Esme...I have to do that for her. If you're okay with that...."
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Post by BROOKE KNIGHT on Oct 23, 2010 21:44:13 GMT -5
Brooke couldn't help but smile as his arms wrapped around her. "I wouldn't turn down help from Aro..." she told him, "And I would love for you to invite Esme. She means a lot to you and she should be there." she let out a small sigh, a happy one before setting her hands on top of his as he held her waist. "All of the Cullen's mean a lot to you. They are your family and they all deserve to be there." she said, her voice was soft, "Just make sure Alice and Rose understand we mean small." she added swiftly, "This doesn't have to be a big deal unless you want it to be." she muttered.
She turned her head slightly and planted a small kiss on his cheek. "I love you." she told him softly.
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Post by edwardcullen on Oct 23, 2010 22:14:42 GMT -5
"I wouldn't turn down help from Aro..." "And I would love for you to invite Esme. She means a lot to you and she should be there." "All of the Cullen's mean a lot to you. They are your family and they all deserve to be there."
Edward shook his head as she said. Nothing would please him more than to have all of his family there. But most of them would not understand what he was doing for Bella....So only Esme and maybe Emmett...Emmett was like his blood brother in sorts of ways that could not be understood....Edward loves all his siblings. But Emmett was the one that always had his back no matter what would ever happen.
"Just make sure Alice and Rose understand we mean small." "This doesn't have to be a big deal unless you want it to be."
"This is gonna be complicated....I'll make them understand that it won't be any thing fancy...But they might not like the Aro thing....I sorta...have not told them yet what I've done...And...I'm just scared they'll turn against me..."
"I love you." He smiled when she said that as she turned around and looked up into his golden brown eyes his complexion was softer as he looked down at her. And he smiled a little bit brighter when she looked up at him..."I love you too...Thank you for saving me..." He placed his knuckles on her cheek and rubbed them down gently as he stood there....
He was amazed that Brooke has lasted this long with him. It seemed he was the only Cullen that could not keep a relationship going. But she was making more of the effort to help this relationship work as well he was. He was actually happy that she was trying to help him. Even though he would most of the time not even ask for it. His family knew how he was. Now she did as well. |
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Post by BROOKE KNIGHT on Oct 23, 2010 23:05:40 GMT -5
Brooke smiled at him, “I can be there when you tell them… If I understand the reasoning behind it I am sure they will understand it too. And if you need my help you know I will be there to help you.” She placed both hands on his cheeks with an ever so gentle touch, she looked him directly in the eyes, though dark, were soft. “Together we can tell them. Together we can do anything.” She kissed him lightly before setting her forehead against his.
Her features softened further as he thanked her for saving him, “You did some saving yourself, darling. You saved me from myself; I wasn’t able to truly live until I found you.” She told him.
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